the dark side of me

2005-09-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. i changed my blog url to http://undivided-heartbeats.blogspot.com...

relink me people!

2005-09-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

teachers day over
performance was GREAT man..
well.. at last i overcomed my stage fright[i think]
man.. i love 2[four]`o5

was talking to kevin
felt rather sad when i think of 2/4 separation
"it's part of our life"
i hope i can change that..
man.. i love 2/4

you~ doing that thing you do.. WOOH!
visited primary school and stuffs
and that mr neo said i look like ah lian..
i was like.. 0.o
i'm so GUAI okay..
darren and shafik or duno what so cute man!! i managed to carry darren.. woohoo
keming seems foreign to me.. somehow

went to caltex and ate maggie

blah blah blah

went to ESPLANADE...
damn lame lah
stupid stall holder damn biased
served the foreign people
and then asked us to do self service..
like what crap?
the egg.. might as well... we cook 3 eggs together.. so little leh..
then that tofu..
WAH.. can bang wall..
so err xin..
use mineral water and cook one..
next time dun go there eat

DONT KNOW WHOSE IDEA HOH?
eugene lye lah! say what 1/2 hour can reach.. in the end 1 and a half hour
-.-

reached home at around 11pm... was supposed to go tiong bahru to meet parents at 9pm..
but nvm.. too late lah.. was still at esplanade there at that time..

i dont need u... IDEPENDENT!

2005-08-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

just came back from school
i dont know why i'm blogging now..
i'm so tired! =(
the way zheng chao danced is so cute!!
another rehearsal tomorrow..
performance will be on wednesday
hope i dont miss out any steps yeah=)

AHHH!! MALCOLM!! MY GUITAR!
i've actually forgotten!

tomorrow english common test
wonder if i can make it thru
hope so.. =) *crosses fingers*
there's nothing to study for tomorrow
so i shall rest.. =)
but theres still tons of homeworks.. =X

nice day overall.. even though.. I'M TIRED!

~~i really want to let you go.. but i dont know how to...~~

2005-08-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

sian arh!
my blog is dead man..
nothing to post

sorry... i dont know how to face you..

2005-08-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

oh ~~DEAR DEAR~~VILLAU

I'm SO sorry that i talked back to you
i'm SO sorry that i was rude today
*washed mouth with detergent*
blah!
i dont care about you
go ahead and complain about me to mrs tan
u think she cares?
i dont think so
oh whatever
you've no rights to control me
and you've no rights to make me RESPECT you
you dont deserve my respect man
doesnt that sound like the history chapter when the japanese made the locals bow to them upon seeing
oh whatever..
you ding dong..
wanna take over athletics next year
wont be so easy
you can forget about training us for 12 times a week
shit you..
you're so unfair to all
teachers or students
you think you're SO GREAT
yaya~ GREAT..
My attitude need not be controlled by you
i am who i am
not who u want
never seen such a person so unreasonable
idiotic..

2005-08-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

i duno why i'm feeling like this
just a feeling of unfairness or something
i'm sick of being the leader of the group
i'm sick of handling all those rules
i'm tranmatised
but does anybody know how i'm feeling
so what if i look happy from the outside
am i really?
i duno
smiles of unhappiness..

hoping u will care about me
but...
u left me alone
i guess... i'm still just a loner
i want someone to care for me
will u be there?
no..
you're only bothered about your own stuffs
thanks for the smiles and laughter u've given me for the past few months
a sms.. thats all i hope for.. from u
is that too much to ask?
i feel like breaking apart
maybe i'm selfish
maybe i should not have drawn myself into this suituation
i thought i am strong
but i guess.. i'm not
i want a shoulder to lie on
i want to be the girl u care
but my fairytale will never exist
sigh

2005-08-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

maybe i just need a break?
still learning how to fly on my own
will i be able to succeed?

help me think of a blog url. wanna change my url..

true champions are too busy to be sad, too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated..

2005-08-21T12:46:00.000+08:00

sian
rotting at home
i'm sick..
dont feel like running tomorrow..
how to run?
but dun even have a MC
so no choice

2005-08-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

recent news:

2[four] got through the teachers' day performance!!

but somehow, i do see faces of 'sian-ness'

last year together, really wish to perform together as a whole.
i cant deny that it's tiring, and we're rather tired of the song, but for the sake of 2/4... the few of us still cling on.

just hope for the best bah.. =)
i still love my class..

I LOVE RAINY DAYS!!

perfect weather.. i'm happy.. even though it's only a moment..

i'm just like a squashed sandwich
i wanna pour out all my unhappiness
i wanna have somebody to listen
i'm sick of being the listener
trying to console every single souls out there
i have my own troubles.
i want my own spaces
i want my own consultant
i'm sick of of those rules
i just wanna break away
freaking hell..
so what if you all tell me that u'll be by my side to help me get thru
you'll end up ranting on your troubles
adding on the stress
i want to be free..
i want to be happy
can i?
will you even give me a hand
i dun think so..

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

2005-08-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

[replies to tags]
[-pei-] ya takkiare too!
[p0op0o]i changed my blogskin le.. =( jiayou for dance!
[kerpal] lalala.. i din come across a french phrase called socray blu
[-kenghwee-] haha.. thx for tagging!
[#dumbo] thanks for flooding me.. =) hahaha..later go flood u back..!
[met]haha... my tagboard misses u.. -.-'''
[-pei-] jealous arh!!! lol
[zhiying] wahaha.. takkiare too.. *woof* =)

thanks for tagging people.. =)
thanks cibin for helping me amend my blog!

2005-08-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

hey people..
recent events:

[05805]Annual School Cross Country:
lessons were rather slack.. got released early at about 10am.
went to westmall and ate our lunch there..
lots of gossipings about a certain *ahem*..
-shh- not gonna say who..
board 157 and headed to MacRitchie

Slack around.. And the athletics are so enthu about the run..
Jeffery gave wrong information about our warm up time.. -.-
Dint really have enough time for warm up.. So before the race.. Just stretch abit here and there...
and *BANG*
the race is on..
People started chiong-ing
I was rather behind my athletics and some of my badminton mates
But slowly caught up and ran with Jamie.
Got a second position with rather a good timing

Went to United Square with fish, ruth, junwen, shawn, fc, cibin and kahyong
gets really cranky
haha.. happy 7th month!

[060805]
nothing much.
Just that i've slept 16hours!

[070805]
went to buyh jamie's present with fc and yihui.
happy birthday jamie!=)

to 2/4:
i love you people.. even thought we dint come in 1st for team award. But i'm really proud of my class.. =)
see the expressions we've worn before the race.. how we struggled to get into top 40.. we've won.. as a class..in our hearts.. i love you people..

to badminton team:
I'm proud of everyone of you...! more than 90% of us got into top 40... even though, i know some of you are disappointed for not making into the top 20.. but i know that you all have tried... trophies are not important.. you all did the team proud.. not just me, not one individual. is the whole team's efforts...

to athletics:
congarts!!!we have all hit the top 10 position!!!!!!!! we did it!

2005-08-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

yo
ahh.. gonna fix up my blog soon..
during the weekend maybe..
read a couple of blog entries just now..
i love 2/4...
seriously i love every single one of you..
3 more months.. gonna make full use of the time...
that's the amount of time we will stay together..
in the same class room..
running around.. shouting across the classroom..
playing pranks.. getting into detention together
making teachers walk out the classroom
we've gone thru for one year... now we're embracing ourselves, to the upcoming streaming.. and then we'll be streamed into a different class...
that's not what i wanna...

i miss the dance...
the effort we have put in... hope can get into the audition..
really really hope.. =)

2[four]`o5.. i love you all ...

i'm missing you....

2005-07-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

yoyo
today's our last practice..
we shall make it thru on monday audition
nice practice today!!

needa apologise to some of the people:
miss phoon and badminton team: sorry for going off earlier 10minutes on thursday.. i know it's very irresponsible for me.. but.. i just love 2/4![not that i dont love you all.. i mean.. you know...]

roger: haha.. sorry... sometimes forgot the dance steps.. hope can make it on monday's audition!! jiayou! and SMILE lah..!! lol..

and thanks to all 2/4 people.. i just wanna tell you all.. i love you!!!!!!! we rock man! you.. all that thing you do...
and also.. thanks for the gastric medicine too.. =)

JIAYOU!!!!!!
dancelicious!!!

2005-07-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

yo..
i love leeming man!!!
dance rocks..
[really have to pity roger to carry me.. haha.. cant blame me lah.. my buddy for dance.. hope can succeed.. =)]
and thanks mal, arthas and fc for carrying me.. =)
thanks leeming, sarah, jolyn and gail for teaching me the dance steps..
2/4 rocks.. jiayou together!

2005-07-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

sorry people yeah?
not in the best of my moods

now i know what to do when i'm upset
order a bowl of laksa and put lots of chilly
or tomyam..

chocolate doesnt help me

running doesnt help me much
[even it did.. sometimes]

that dman hairdresser cut my hair till SOOOOO short
i can barely tie up my hair
*grr*
bought gatsby.. gonna gel till i can tie up..
=) wish me lotsa luck..

2005-07-19T19:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!
IPW PRESENTATION OVER..
voice was shivering when reading my part.. but heck lah...

-you're just selfish.. stop looking down people.. arbish! say what u wanna.. we wun be affected by your barbarian language =P stop comparing and being so... typical singaporean.. HAHAHA.. -

2005-07-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

i am not feeling good..
nah.. i'm not..
i miss the time in the past
i'm feeling so stuck up now
*grrr*
no offence la [to all badminton team people]
what's the problem loh
what really brought us together is our unity
where is it now?
cliques here and there..
i rather disband the whole group
inadequate of time practices..
cant even find a proper court to train
juniors also attitude..
not obeying the rules
sorry about that people yeah?
i know people do change
i changed alot
who doesnt..
but i really wish for that spirit in us be back..
but i dont think so..

i dun think i can handle so much stress at once.. everything seems to be flooding me ..

just wanna turn back..
and ignore them..
wanna run away...

i dun want anyone to help..
i just want to be alone..

not a very happy post.. i know..

a few months back, i told my senior, i might quit athletics after my nationals and focus on badminton..
but think...
i shall abandon that thoughts

recently i was even using running to vent my anger
only short termed..
but i felt better...

and now.. i'm feeling that tinglish feeling..

damn.. i just wanna be happy..

that time, four of my teammates and i and just talked till around 7+pm after training..

realised that they felt the same way as me for our group..
they can actually tell when i'm truely happy... and when i'm just feigning happy..

really surprised me..

i want to have the old team back

2005-07-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

National's OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*party around**open champaigne*
heh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M HAPPY..
Expected de lah... Dint get into finals

thanks people for the encouragement again!

2005-07-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

replies to tags:

[#dumbo] take your time.. stay in singapore is better!! but shant pressurised ya.. =D takkiare!

[p0op0o`] you must jiayou and get into finals also!!!]

[ruth] next time sing with ya... let the window break!

[-pei-] ya takkiare alot too...? dun think too much yeah?

[fion]haha.. thanks for tagging yeah? lol. lame..

[hong] hi!! you takkiare too!

[met] thanks!! love ya!

[adina] heh heh.. RARE VISITOR!!! haha.. thanks for the tags!! i will CAREFULLY run de.. then tml i wont injure myself.. 0.o heh heh.. good luck for common test=)

[geraldine] thank you!! love ya lots!! so honoured*grins* yay! got supporters!! 0.o

[p0op0o] tml nationals le!! you takkiare alot! drink more water! let's jiayou and get top 16 [try very very best] have confidence too! =P

[-pei-] thank you!! you also take care alot.. always think of others never think of ownself.. heh.. jiayou too!

[pao] haha!! thank you for the tag! i can do it!!! [try lah] lol.. thanks thanks thanks!

to desiree: thanks for your sms!! will try to run faster!

to zhenning: thanks for ya testimonial.. you jiayou too on thursday! win everybody with ya long legs!

[weiyu] thanks for the words in msn! love ya!

[weixiang] thanks! and you jiayou on thursday too!

[tse ruey] thanks for the advices!!!

[wenbin] heh!! nice talking on phone.. let's jiayou and win the nationals!

2005-07-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

SUPPOSINGLY!
It was supposed to be a nice day today
but the thought of the nationals tomorrow haunted me
causing me to feel helpless and abandoned
Wenbin and Jamie wont be running in the same heats as me
it's me alone, with some other strangers competing.
I wanted to drop out of my event
But this is not the time to give up..
Just a day away,and I'll be facing the intense competition
Most of you should have known that I can't run on track
The acute pain that will appear in my knees will demoralise my mood when running on track
Further more, I cannot allow myself to slow down during the race
Troubled..
Oh well, I should be optimistic instead
I SHALL WIN!
But, it is a sure lose case
Running with the fastest runner, Yvonne
The pressure is being added on.
I was never trained as a track runner
I only joined athletics which is less than a year
These reasons should be able to support me for losing.
Haha..
Shall win!!! =)

To athletics: JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks people for the encouraging words!!!!

[pardon me if this entry is abit too cliche]

2005-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

MUSCLE CRAMP!!!
[yeah. again!]
had it while running the fourth set of interval..
struggling..
and darren pulled my leg as he said that he would help the cramp to go off..
and off....
MY SHOE WAS PULLED OUT..
[wow]
yeah.. and he pulled and pulled my leg
And i was shouting and screaming all along..
Then in the end zhenning 'took over the task'
and flung my leg.. [-.-]
OUCH!
lol. but thanks people!!!! and thanks zhenning for the ice!=D

just finished lesson in MC..
had some talk while eating dinner with weiyu and fc.
lol.. talking about our childhood stuffs..
hilarious!!! weeei!!!
love all of ya!

to athletics: Nationals coming! Winning or losing the race is not important.. But, must try your best!!!

counting to my event: 4 more days!

2005-07-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

DARN
I HATE IPW!!!
I HATE IPW!!
SUCKS TO THE CORE!

NO MORE IPW FROM NOW ON!
NEVER REMIND ME OF THAT..
~~FCUK~~
[well, not counting oral presentation]

I hope Mrs Loh won't be reading this.
*cross fingers*
So what if I'm athletic
good discipline
good leadership
That's what you are thinking.
Yeah, whatsoever
I can SWEAR with my heart that I've contributed my best for IPW
I had done more than what I was supposed to do

Mrs Loh: I'm really disappointed in you. You're an athletics, you should be well disciplined. Show your leadership. Others can fall, you cannot...

BLAH BLAH BLAH

Firstly, I refrained myself from wearing ankle socks. Many people can vouch for that.
Secondly, I did what i was supposed to have done
Thirdly, I know what I am doing and I do not need your help now.

You said that our group is lousy. it's okay.
We faced various difficult problems, our teamwork isn't strong.
Our report was sort of last minute..
BUT.. we had already got all the informations, before we did our last minute typing

But, can you not drag athletics into IPW
it's like so out of point.
Not everyone is perfect
What do you expect
I have only one sentence to say
I already did what I can.

Whether you like it or not, it's your choice.
Stop picking on me just that I'm from the Sports CCA group
You said that Sports people should take the leadership?
How about your GIRL GUIDES?[no offence to girls guides out there]
You mean that they can't take the role of a leader
And, besides, I'M NOT THE LEADER LAH
I already did my best
I have no guilty conscience.
Say what you want
Even though it;'s rather hurting
Like how you told me off today
And BESIDES, you did not know what's the scenerio in my team like
We have been contributing
It's your problem if you think that our work is LOUSY

*silent prayer*
AMEN

2005-07-03T11:23:00.000+08:00

-yesterday-
bought a new guitar.. =D
watched initial d
went to liqing's house

nothing much to say. sheesh...

2005-06-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

yoyo
shall blog about yesterday!
OUR FIRST BADMINTON OUTING
even though there's only like 8 of us there, but it's still FUN!

before reaching, jin and i went to the cake shop and was actually planning for a surprise for odelia!![odelia's actual birthday okay!]
chose the cake with the most cream.. lol..[we're EVIL]
then we meet up with the rest and we boarded 176..
and off we go to WESTCOAST!
[well, actually it's supposed to be marina bay, but somehow due to some inconvenience then change destination]
Went straight to McDonalds and we sang birthday song and stuffs
Jin then pushed one of the candles inside the cake.. and expected odelia to use her mouth and get the candle up..
Then the nicest moment came.. i push odelia's face into the cake!!! wahahahaha!![omg, we're really so evil]
that was Jin's idea[and her revenge when somebody did that to her]
scraped off the first layer of cream..
and we began our CREAM FIGHT!
all our faces were being attacked by those creamy white stuffs.. lol..
and the cream were spattered everywhere...
so we've to clean up the place
Sindee ran away when she heard me that I was going to attack her..
lol!!!!!! [but of course.. i'm too lazy to run]
Went into the washroom to clear up..
[well, liping and kenghwee's hiding in the cubicle..]
Then, suddenly, tissue paper flew out...
Peiting thought it was me who threw them..
Then.. we ignored that...
Another piece came flying..
We were like.. what the hell.. and so...
i used a coin to try opening the door.. but was unsuccessful
then, dont know who went to pour water over the cubicle and peiting shouted tsunami!
lame, but it was very funny..
HAHAHA
Went out and we proceeded to a shelter and left all our stuffs there.
Climbed the pyramid lotsa times..
[and took lotsa photos. hehheh]
conquer the 'obstacle course'
and did the flying fox
crapped alot that time. went back to McDonalds to get a drink..
And went back to our shelter and played blackjack and daidee
[illegal gambling!=X]

soon, it was dinner time..
Went to Jurong Point
played the arcade...
that bishi bashi.. really made my hands pain.. lol.
[we're damn violent]
Went to shops and wanted to buy a 'badminton stuff'
In the end, we settled for a bandana..=D
nice day anyway..

Write till here.. bye..

2005-06-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused

tell me what to do now...

and oh yah, school's gonna reopen on the 27th...

which means...

2 more days...

for me to finish my homeworks..

*curses*

2005-06-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

wondering what is a average 14 teenage girl life like..
shopping, neoprints, movies, giggling on phone talking about guys, listening to punk music??
Haha.. Yeah, whatever.. That's what a typical girl will do..
I just feel that I'm a little different.
I've got my own style of living..
I mean, do parents of a teenager let their children play mahjong till the middle of the night?
Yeah, my parents do.
Weird right? I mean, seldom parents do that
We are gambling you know.
Just feel like my life is a bit weird..
Again i'm crapping.. BLEH..
[the usual ones, fc, jianxiang and i.. regular people of mahjong]

Lots of stuffs happened for my holidays.
[Ruth- u survived window shopping!]

Sad enough today cannot see Jay Chou. He's in Singapore now.
And AT THIS MOMENT...
He's at the Lido promoting his movie INITIAL D
Darn... Can't see him...

Went to cruise last weekend and saw a guy.. He looks like JAY CHOU.
And i dont know why, I kept staring at him. I mean.. I really thought that he was Jay Chou..
=X but too bad, not interested.. lol..

Leaving homeworks to the last minute is my forte.
But, surprisingly, i touched some of the homeworks today..
But lots more to go! Just wish me luck on sunday..

IPW Project final product has to be handed in on the 28th..
My group is so stagnent... But whatever..

Xi You Ji, ahh.. has to finish reading by today..
And i'm still stuck at page 56
And there are like about 300 pages.

i'm dead..

2005-06-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

actually nothing much to blog on..
yesterday went to watch MR AND MRS SMITH with von, lye and ho..
lol.. nice show... worth watching..
around 8pm plus then reached home
painted my chair at 12am.. [sleepy]

Went for training today
Morning run for like 25 minutes..
Then do some exercises
BADMINTON TRAINING!!
i'm loving badminton more every seconds.
WE SHALL GET BACK CHAMPIONSHIP!!!
I wont let the team fall
Must train and train and train..
Now, it's either Sindee or me [or odelia] playing for next year singles.
MUST be of the same standard with the seniors.
HARD.. but still must try.
WE CAN DO IT PEOPLE!!!

Thanks:
Gwen
Jiaying
Yiting
Weiling
Xinying
Pamela
Peihuang
Ann
and other seniors who taught us in badminton..!!
love you all lots.. and of cuz............
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.

my team mates!
-my posts are getting boring.. but heck..

2005-06-12T12:52:00.000+08:00

yo~
i slept for 14 whole hours today!!!
wow.. i'm a piggie.. =X
[nah, i shall remain as panda!]

PRIMARY SCHOOL CHALET
FUN and HORNY...

went to meet them after my morning run
and i chiong there and found out that they had not reached..[-.-]
so then, everybody reached.
crapped in the train and we've reached...!!

self-check in and then got our room key.
linger around in the room, looking at the bathroom, rest on the bed, watched the tv etc
then we proceeded to ESCAPE!!!
[ yes, escape again.. ]
first stop.. FLIPPERS!! so nice... jiahui did not dare to open her eyes at first cuz she need to stable herself..
RAINBOW.. TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!!
the machine went too slow..
Wet and Wild was fun, and i hit my head on the cushion when landing. [but it was STILL pain]
Went viking... saw a RED UNDERGARMENT. [but i guess it's just a red cloth]
AND, the two eugenes... 'oii!! red underwear!!' they said it so loudly.. embarrassing..
oh yah, there's revolution!! 360 degrees turn.. woohoo.. nice.. a little of 'nao cong xue' but it's less than 5 seconds.
Hmm, the family ride of roller coaster.. Dont really like it..
And, how can i forget ALPHA 8????? bang!! ahh~ lol..
Jo even started screaming when it hasnt even reached our turn..
Sat at the back.. Hmm, the machine seemed to have slowed a little[but it's still fast]
the first few left turns werent as jerky as it once used to be. But soon, 'ARH!!!!' another left turn, JERKY! And there comes the down slide.. Our butt really leave the seats. yeah.. forgot what's the routes like... but fun.. played everything except for go-cart.. [ damn.. now i really wanna play..] and haunted house.... played wet and wild for another 2 more rounds.. and i'm COMPLETELY WET... played viking for like more than 5 times... and also flippers.. chao nice... and jolyn and jin were like lifting their hands out.. ahh... bian tai... i dun dare to raise my hands with them.. especially the second round... played again flippers, and when we were like in the air, the machine SPOILT.. and jiahui and i were like.. wakao.. song bo... hung the air... then, they let us down and that was the last ride.. it's already past 7pm...
went back to our room and bathed. ate dinner at the food court and then to cheers to buy ice cream..went back room to watch ying char yang cuo. last episode!! but that show was quite lame... but i like it...
Miss Tay even brought a guy with him.. But I dont really like him... He looked chao kuku also... They went missing for the rest of the night.. So the rest of us played daidee, blackjack, in between and another card game i forgot.. Then everybody went to cheers. Standing outside the drinks cmpartment, looking at the alcoholic drinks.. Then called Miss Tay to help us buy.. The cashier was like staring at us.. Bought 4 bottles. 2 Vodka and 2 bacardie.. or whatever.. drank the least there lah! [i'm a failure at drinking] And the two eugenes went red after drinking.. a little feverish.. guess that they're drunk.. drink so much.. lol... jolyn's a good drinker, FC too...[ train me to drink one day lah!] played a few more rounds of card games and i went to sleep.. slept for the longest there... -.- fine.. i'm a pig.. eugene ho snored so loud beside me... -.-'''' but dint really affect me.. but affected eugene lye.. lol... funny.. woke up at around 7am.. woke up everybody to go eat breakfast..Mcdonalds..[i'm so so so full] went to the beach for a walk.. then we played again.. and sorry jiahui for wasting her time with me at white sand.. i'm forever a failure in road directory.. after that went back to room to slack.. and jo and hui left at atound 4+.. so early.. left me... the only girl[not counting ms tay lah] played black jack with that guy whom ms tay brought and with eugenes and fc... loser must clean up certain part of the rooms.. FC kenna twice.. and then after that, played with some card game with the 2 eugenes.. i kept losing except for once i got two doubles.. i won!!! Went home after that...
write till here.. bye.. long post...

2005-06-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

yo
guess that it's times to blog, well, my blog just somehow went rusty..
nothing much happened in particular.
Went for 3 whole trainings on monday.
morning run... all my intervals dint even hit the timings. [i'm so dead]
went for frisbee and after that niche dancing. woohoo.. rocks... 2/4.. =D
rushed for training, and coach introduced us new drills.
One of them is the rabbit hop, which causes us to have soreness in our thighs the next day. Skills went alot rusty. But will catch up!
Went for pizza treat after that.. THANKS ADNAN!! You rock.. Cost him a bomb treating us the meal. Ah, too bad FC, you dint get to enjoy the marvellous pizza, which was filled with the savoury ingredients. [arh! i'm exagerating] lol. kidding anyway.
went to ruth's house the next day. [ruth...! mischeivous.. no longer an angel.. your halo is polluted]
Wednesday.. Badminton training clashes with morning run.
so i decided to sacrifice my sleep and woke up at around 4am for the run.[i'm so wei da! ]
Did two intervals and then it rained. [and after that, the athletics went for only fast run] shouldnt have wasted all my energy on interval. and i still dint hit the timing. i'm just lousy at track. 1.2km interval.. what the.. and i shant procrastinate.. went for badminton training after that. and we were made to do the rabbit hop again. and all of us were crying for help...improve my strategy in the badminton court. [ i play without my brain everytime =X] went for ipw after that..
Today.. went to school to submit ipw reports. I then realised that the school library has a lot good books. Borrowed three books home. And the librarian thought i'm Secondary One. I was like.. -.-... I thought i looked more matured? Went to interview Yuhua Primary PE Department Head after that. We were so kuku over there.. so many nice informations. =D Went to Health Promotion Board after that to do more research. The librarian still remembers us. Wooohooo... Then on our way back home, Ruth, Gail and I talked alot of our Secondary Ones memories. 1[four]'04 rocks and 2[four]'05 rocks.. =D

life doesnt come with erasers.. hmm..

2005-06-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

ATHLETICS CHALET!!!!!!!!!
Well, two 's' to describe it
- ' SHIOK ' and 'SUPERB'
But there were times when it was actually sianzation
Let's start with DAY ONE:
[rewinding the senerio]

Wenbin's father drove us to pasir ris coasta and even sponsered us some food!
We mistook B12 as C12, and so we could not find our chalet, and after awhile, WE'VE REACHED!!
Was actually surprised upon seeing Charles.
He told me he wont be going for the chalet just the day before the chalet
But in the end he went!!
BBQ the stuffs(even though I dint help much),
Went to rent bicycle for the entire night(And it costs me 15bucks)
Went to ride my bicycle at the road near our chalet. Can't get used to the bicycle at first( Din't cycle for 3 years leh!) I've evn forgot on how to turn left and right. But soon, I got used to it. Cindy finally knew how to ride the bicycle!
Played daidee after that. Charles kept on losing. HAHA
And the guys started watching POKEMON..
What the.. SECONDARY THREE LIAO LEH!!!
They even brought the WHOLE SET of POKEMON VCDs.
Jeffery and Charles were like JUMPING around like little kiddies. LOL [ahh hope they dont see this]
Ate instant noodles and HAM(hardy's idea of frozen ham), and of course some other bbq food.
[But, the ham can be eaten, duh.]
can't remember the events after that.
Later at night, we cycled to east coast park(I think). Had something like a race. Cycled through the dark, and the surroundings are TREES.
But was fun! =D
Went back to the chalet quite late, around midnight if i'm not wrong. And they started watching Van Helsing. Jaymond, Siqi, Jin and I then started playing Mahjong. And gues what? We dint sleep for the whole night!! Well, Jaymond did lah.. Weixiang took over Jaymond after that right? WE dint sleep okay(excluding jaymond)
After finished watching Van Helsing, they switched to some channel 8 shows, haha, GAY LAH!
Bahth at around 3am..
Got DAMN bored at around 5+am. sian..
Then around 8am, e went to the nearby food court and ordered breakfast set.
And oh yah, one of our bicycles got stolen. Made us pay like extra money. AH! crap lah. After having breakfast, went back chalet and play mahjong. Was teaching Hardy and Reuben SAY THANK YOU!!! Jinyee's mahjong skills pro!!! so nice..
Went ESCAPE.. And i was feeling so so giddy after one night's sleepless sleep.
But whatever.. Played Escape. Made me so giddy, especially asking me to do the same old things again and again... Hardy so kelian, had to listen to jin and i[but mostly, i'm the one complaining lah] not wanting to go 'go-cart ride', but in the end i still tried. I gave up in Escape after that.!Zhenning reached~

Went back to Burger King and slept there.. lol.. Dint wake up until Jamie called me.. =X then ran in the rain back to the chalet. Stepped on puddles everywhere. Bathed and slept for FOUR whole hours. And when i woke up, it was dinner time. Jin went home when i was sleeping.. -.-

We actually planned to play mahjong till the next morning[Weixiang, Zhenning,Fucheng and me] , until the time when we were about to leave for school. But obviously, I got BORED of mahjong. Passed my seat to Hardy. And went to sleep on the mattress. Slept only for a short while lah. And they said that i sleeptalk. Eerr, I used to have this habit of sleeptalking after I've tire myself out during a day. yeah, whatever.. =X

Went to school and they said that the remedial's not for us. what the... nevermind.

NYAA CAMP

nothing to say. but not very fun. lucky gail's with me. shall blog another day. byee~

2005-05-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

dream as if you live forever. live as if you die today

2005-05-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

whether to or not to quit athletics is still a question mark for me...

2005-05-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

what's the problem with you?
dont give me that 'DIAO' look
and besides, 'DIAO' is NOT stare..
go check out with the people around you.
'DIAO' is NOT stare.
and STOP spreading that just because YOU STARED AT ME, I LOST MY TEMPER ON YOU AND YOU CLAIM THAT YOU DID NOT STARE...I DID NOT SAY THAT YOU STARED AT ME. TMD, GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT.

She already tried her best to make peace with us,
what more do you want?
You think her change is that insignificant?
that's your problem, but at least she made an effort.
why dont you aprreciate her?
It's okay that you dont appreciate,
But finding all kinds of blames on her is too far off.
So what if she's irritaing you, you can just tell her nicely.
So what if she KEEPS pestering you, you can just ignore or tell her nicely AGAIN.
What's your problem..
I merely wanted our IPW group to work on fine, at least dont bear grudges.
And i talked to you NICELY
[And I did not scream the hell off..]
It was until that you give me that look,
YOU WERE TOO MUCH I TELL YOU..SHOW SOME RESPECT, WILL YOU.
YOU can give me that attitude, why CANT I be angry.
You're not the greatest, you can be angry, I CAN TOO.
Who are u to 'diao' me.

Nevermind if you THINK that i'm trying to CONTROL the group. I can prove your thinking WRONG in a million ways. OPPOSE ME LAH!During every IPW meeting, go reflect, I've been giving in to you. TELL ME what more you want. I SHALL NOT GO TO THE NEXT IPW MEETING. YOU WILL HANDLE THE WHOLE GROUP. I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

2005-05-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO...!!!
JERELYN!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
*i'm not les lah!*
THANKS A MILLION FOR YOUR CHOCOLATES!! PROMISE YOU A CHOCOLATE TREAT DURING THE JUNE...!

my junior is so sweet!!! still buy chocolate for senior!! *jealous bah?*
nevermind.. i'm crapping..

Now, Roger no longer sit beside me...
boohoo... no one to bully! but nevermind!
I wont miss him.. lala... he still sits 'besides' me.. only there's a space in between us..
Now Sarah sits beside me.. lalalaa.. lol?

Happy mood today.. But very unlucky too.. =(
I love my parents!! They love me lots too!!
lalala... again, i'm crapping.. =D but really must thank them for doing so mnay things for me...
Treasure the people around you!

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

This song should be quite old liao.. but i just love this song!!

i'll stand by you ..

2005-05-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

I DETEST PEOPLE WHO BREAK THEIR PROMISE...
FU** OFF... DAMN YOU...

2005-05-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hey~~
Went ice skating with Stan, Ruth and Cibin last week
Saw Peiting, Kenghwee and Liping too.. =D
Came home with blue blacks and injury
Injured my tailbone again. =(
Nevermind! Shan't go into details

NYAA
As most of you know, I took FRISBEE!!!
Many people have this mindset that Frisbee is EASY..
I suggest you, better change this thinking.
You need the skills and techniques to throw
And also, have the tactics to overcome your opponent teams.
Rather enjoyable practice yesterday
But, training will be ALOT more tougher in the next six sessions.
Pysical fitness, drills, throws, defence...
But I am gonna enjoy my NYAA thoroughly!
We rock to the core.

Went back school today.
Had our health checkup stuffs..
I was checked by Adina's mama
lol? Surprised.. ^.^

Got back Science and Geography results.
Was really elated upon getting my results
Got 84 for my Science and i'm rather satisfied, though I think I could have done better
And really proud that I did study for Science(Not all though)
Learnt digestion before the Mid Year had started.
Osmosis and diffusion, even though I am weaker at that topic, but Ms Nor has drilled most of the stuffs into my brains.Chemical stuffs is not really a problem to me. Only the Sexual reproduction. Got abit confused. But nevermind.
Prayed very hard to get at least a 70, even though i know that I do not deserve this mark. But turned out, I've even got an A1(78marks) for geog. Rather amused by myself.
Must thanks jinyee for drilling me pieces of facts into my brains.. =X
[ 2-4 ] rocks

2005-05-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

Changed new skin!! Now it's white background colour. I'm no longer living in the dark world of mine. I shall take a step forward to my real world. A world full of joy and happiness. I've got parents who love me, friends who cared about me. What's there for me to be sad. I shant think of the past. I'm no longer a loner. I shall be a brave girl and overcome any obstacles in my life. Even though I have hurt my back again, but I shall move on. I shant let my injury hold me back my happiness with my friends.

2005-05-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

People have told me in the past that being ignorant is a bliss. That time, I did not understand. But now, I do. Now, I really hate to know about things around me. Why do I have to know so much things and ended up the only one getting hurt and bearing all the consequences? Do you know that i hate this kind of feeling -the real feeling of isolation. I hate the feeling of getting scolded and getting maligned by you. I am really tired. You always find me when you are in trouble, but I did not say anything and try to help you what I can. But what is my return? Get to suffer under you, throwing all the blames to me. You did not even say a very basic thank you. No meants of insults, but have you got your own discipline and your principles? I bet no. You are a total hypocrite -giving different kinds of comments to different people. We are so stupid to believe you. Have you ever thought of other people's feeling? Have you ever cared of how they would feel? Ask yourself, what have you done. Just get out of my life, I feel so sick and tired of all your actions.

I bet everybody have met failures in their lifes. Who doesn't anyway? Everybody do feel pressure, regardless in works or in studies. My current situation is full of angst- unhapiness always befall me. My whole life was wrecked by my past thinking. People told me that I should try to change, dont be so pessimist. I am trying. I cannot deny that I may be selfish at times; giving attitudes to people around me as well. But, now I am trying to blend with you people, creating bonds with each other. I may look like a happy-go-lucky girl to some of you, but am I really happy? Nobody will actually know how I feel. My smiles and laughter are only the masks that hid the fear and confusion I felt; a wall that i painfully erected to save myself from more emotional abuse. I really want to thank a few people who listened to my complaints in the past and encouraged me to move on.

Kuan Hui- A really very good god-brother who gave me lots of advices on how to move on in my life. Always trying to help me when I am stuck in my problems without complainings, and also, never fail to cheer me up when I am sad.

Gwen- The best senior in the world. Teaches us the principles of life and how to carry out your own responsibility. Always helping out her juniors whenever we're in troubles or stuck in confusions. Her perserverance really inspired me, things that were impossible would become possible under her. No words can describe her beauty of nature.

Ruth- My little angel who stood by me all the times. We faced ups and downs in Secondary school life together. My partner in almost everything here. We gossip alot though.XD But, you really made my life in 1/4 and 2/4 memorable.

Siew Rong- Always giving me advices in studies wise. And my 'private tutor' in almost all the subjects. A very good listener, who u can confide with. A very happy-go-lucky girl who brightens up everybody's days.

Leeming- Our chairman of 2-4 '05. Willing to sacrifice her times looking after our things while we enjoy ourselves. Seriously, I felt very guilty about that. Her love and bonds for our class can really create history in CSS.

Lunxi- My 'hubby'. Haha. Always giving me advices on some stuffs, but I was too stubborn that time to listen to her. she is a very good listener and always try to help out what she can. Love you lots~

Desiree- She do face pressure in our class sometimes, but she is willing to help out and contribute to the class. Your advices really help out alot man. Thanks! And, thanks for the storybooks you've lent me!

Stanley- I still remembered that time I was feeling really low and I confide to you about my problems. Can see that you're rather stress about school work, but you still encouraged me to overcome my fear and confusion. A very big thanks to you too.. =D

Shawn- Okay, you are a really great help in our IPW stuffs. Thanks.. =D

Roger- For sitting beside me and hearing me crap about all the stuffs. Help me out in my maze when I'm in a dilemma in my work

Peiting- You are a very good assisstent IC to all. Always help me out when I'm in need. Thanks for all your care and concern all along from Secondary One till now.A very good listener also. Always put her heart into badminton and studies all along. Giving her best shots in whatever she does.You rock totally!

Liping- A very caring person, always pay attention to her surroundings. Being kind to animals is also her forte. =D Her determination in sports and studies is just as inspiring as Gwen's and Peiting's. I can take care de.. =D

Fellow badminton teammates- You people really rock my life entirely. Our bonds shall remain as close as before. Even though I may not be a very good IC, but I am definitely willing to try my best ... Thanks for supporting me whenever I go.

Class 2/4- Even though this is the last year when 41 of us can bond together, but all the memories we had, regardless of 1/4 or 2/4, will be forever etched in my heart. The Sports day , the carnival, the class chalet in 2004, really bond us close. Being the notorious class is already our forte- driving teachers out of the classrooms crying and sending into the detention room together. In 2005, our class managed to become more well-behaved and organised. Even though there are cliques here and there, but without any one of us here, we are not 2/4 anymore. We're one big family. The trip to westcoast is really a fruitful trip which money cannot even buy. Our bonds are closer now. We rock to the core! Will be looking forward to the next trip during June. 2-4 ho bui ho..?~

2005-05-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

woohooo!!
today's a total rock and roll
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE 2/4
First outing with 2-4 people in 2005
Nothing can describe how i feel now
Let's start with oral, yepps, quite okay, but why do they have to ask about that newspaper stuffs?
After that, Ruth came to my house. Talked quite alot of stuffs and yeah all the buses were like opposing us.. -.-
Went to Westmall and played Para Para and that bicycle thingy
LOL~ CRAZY MAN!
Went to Westcoast with all the 2/4 people after that
Flying Fox and the pyramid are my favourites
I know i very kuku larhs. Cried when going up or izit down the pyramid. My whole legs were like SHAKING
Then find it fun and climbed alot of times
Played Truth or Dare
Haha, really helps our class bonding. =D
Most people left at around 6+
So, left Stan, Cibin, Ruth and I at Westcoast
Walked around here and there
Taking photos with Stan's hp
Stayed at the pyramid and pushed one another. -.-
Now his hp full of our pictures. Wahahaha
Stayed till like 8+ and Stan's father drove us back
Thanks...
Really enjoyed myself. I LOVE YOU 2-4

2005-05-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

I hate this...
I wish I am strong enough to overcome this
i am sorry

2005-05-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

hm.. ART'S OVER!!
hope can get A1 for it.
Now there's only art and science to pull up my overall marks
Cant complete Art at first..
Left 10minutes to finish off my background
Was panicking. Dint bother the toning anymore
But, the outcome was not bad.
Felt that my last painting was better than this.
But nevermind=D
Saw so many people's artwork
*WOW!*
Especially Lunxi and Gail Yeo's work
Artistic man! Especially Lunxi's
LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THE REAL PAINTING
she can go sell her art work =D
Dint see Fion's work
Another artistic girl in our class.
Now slacking at home.
Waiting for tomorrow's outing. Hope it's fun~
2-4 ho bui ho??

2005-05-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

hey
this morning went to school for morning run
standard really drop alot.
wenbin, zhenning and yihui really made me do 'interval' continously for 15 min.
when Jamie came, was totally breathless.
argh~

went to westmall with yihui and wenbin.
Talked alot about our stuffs
And we went shopping?
Trying the spectacles and trying the caps etc
Haha

Went home and slacked around. Searched for the art stuff
Decided to paint house with trees instead
Then Shawn reminded me. I dont have any paint.
Sheesh. Went to Westmall straight away. But it is OUT OF STOCK.
-.-
Nevermind, so i went to lot1, since it's the second closest.
Bought the paint and left

THEN, I DID A EXTREMELY DUMB THING
Intended to top up $10 for my ez-link card.
BUT, I dint know i pulled out THREE $5 dollars notes and just gave it to the person
At first i thought that the person was dumb, giving me extra $5 cash in my ez-link card
But, when i checked. I AM THE DUMB ONE...
That makes it that i top up $15.
And there goes my money.
-.-''''

go watch aladin liao.. byee~

2005-05-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO WOOHOO
~~EXAMS~~

let's talk about the maths paper
~~*fcuk~~ okay sorry. But Paper 1 is
TOTALLY SUCKY
Yeah, those who agrees with me please breathe
it's like 40/41 of the class people cant finish
(i think)
got to say bye to my marks(it's more than 10marks, there goes my As)
Paper 2, is quite okay.
Man, I was dumb enough not to think that 2^3 is equals to 8. and there goes my marks for the entire question
Just hope that I will get an A1/2. But it seems IMPOSSIBLE
Blehs, whatever. What's past is past

Science Paper today!
Was SO, DAMN nervous before the exam.
Had never felt this before.
My other subject marks have pulled me DOWN
Yeahs, my Science has been my strogest subject since secondary school
Never got lower than 75 before.
So I need it to pull my overall up.
But the night before, TEN people were flooding my inbox
yeah, so was actually stuck at atoms and molecules stuff all the way
Lucky i knew digestion stuffs before the exams. *phew*
Oh yes, where was i? I was damn nervous yeah
I panicked upon seeing the first few questions.
And when i did a re-check. I had to almost change all my answers in my first few pages.
-.-''' that was lameness. My advice to all: Never feel nervous before an examination

CME exam
CRAP LAH.. Nothing to write

Walked to Stanley's house with him, Sharon(his sis) and Ruth
lol.. Ruth and I changed our clothes at his house
And i cant flush the toilet. DOTS.
Waited for Shawn, KY, and FC to come too. Watched them play gunbound and stuffs.
after that went to JE to meet ZQ and bingbing.(lol? shawn called him that)
Took a very long time for them to decide where to go. Then in the end we headed to JEC to dabao LJS. How lame was that. Haha. Sitting with BX and ZQ was fun. Ruth agree? Haha. Our whole conversation was so hilarious. =X Especially that corn part
Went to Chevrons after that. Ruth and I = Arcade failure. Lol.. dun wanna say liao. So diulian
Played bowling.. WOOHOO... GIRL POWER WE GOT A SPARE.. ah.. big deal.. stan's got 2 strikes... blehh... Went home with stan andruth after that. Saew Padey, Rueben and Hardy they all yah.. that's all.. Takkiare people!

2/4 outing on friday. How cool was that?

2005-05-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.
i dont know what to say for this entry
i just had the urge to blog
i know what to say
but i dont know how to put it in words

yeah, whatever. guess this entry only 2 person know what i'm talking
but seriously, I dont know what to do loh
I'm still finding myself
A senior told me, be who you want, but most of all, you are comfortable with yourself. You dont have to really care what others think of you. Just be yourself
Okay, I agree
But after yesterday's talk with the two of you
Now i dont know what to do
I mean it's like. I can't change my behaviour just for the people around me
It's like, for the sake of changing. And, I may not be happy
Okay, maybe I'm stubborn lah
But there's nothing I can do right?
Can say me selfish. But i've got others friends
I dont want to go for the popularity stuff
As what Jin has said, she wants to be just a little fine sand on the beach
So do I
Yeah, so i guess you people get what I mean
I am what I am, I'm comfortable with myself for now
Yeah, so there's no reason for me to change AGAIN

thanks for the conferencing till the late of the nigh!!! You two really rock.. =D

2005-05-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

haha...
went for study group with siew, shawn, fc and kah yong
dint really study much
was laughing my way through
and cant seem to get anything into my head
i'll just forget about studying
only did some questions for maths in the library
but nevermind. they really help me to relieve stres
you people rock...!

Yah, so the whole senerio
FC called, asking whether i want to go study group
so i helped him to gather more people
yupp. went to jurong east library but the whole place was like wow.. FULL
then in the end, had to go back to westmall
kahyong was so damn cute man
here goes the conversation:
Shawn: Siew, teach me how to do question 2b
(Siew did for him)
Kah Yong: Nono! Shawn, I know how to do it
(Shawn pas the book to him)
(Kah Yong doing the maths sum)
KahYong: Shawn, is the answer in fraction form?
Shawn: You got it ar? Yes in fraction form. The answer is...
Kahyong: Nono. Dun tell me. I want to do myself
(Everybody giggle)
KahYong: I got the answer 6
Shawn: No, it's 1/7
Kahyong: No! The answer key got problem
then everybody went diao
Then FC and KY were like debating the sum
lol.. in the end ask siew..
bleh.. nice day
got a 80% for my guitar theory.
nice... =D
after my exam
KY, Shawn were waiting outside
Siqi and odelia were there as well.
Yeah, went to play arcade.
lol.. funny..
go conference liao.. bye

2005-05-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

woohoo
i'm back...!!
geography and chinese are finally over!!
let's see...

ENGLISH~
The feeling during the exam was really really very bad
Paper 1- Composition
Was stunned by the questions they have given
It was like more tougher than what we had done
Struggled my points out.
Guess i wrote out of point
But nevermind, it's over
*na de qi, fang de xia*- adapted from chinese paper 2
Paper 2- Main Paper
As what Mrs Yeo has said
TOUGH
Can't finished off the whole paper
a few blanks
and a few questions i didnt have time to change the answer
Just hope I can pass

Geography
What the...
Was struggling to finish off the chapters for Geography
49 Chapters. But only studied 29 chapters
A relieve that i took Air pollution for the project
Lucky they din't ask much about water pollution
Don't even know a single shit in the textbook for water pollution
Dint study theme four as well
but luckily, Jin told me a few stuffs.
*God bless me* I need to pass

Chinese
Paper 1- Letter Writing and Composition
The letter writing was a little crappy, but overall SHOULD be okay
But the composition, really feel like banging my head onto the wall
I wrote till HALF of the page only, i got stuck
so jealous of michelle. She can write till so well
aww. wish that my composition can be like hers.
Paper 2- Main Paper
The paper's quite okay except for a few sections like the comprehension MCQ and the choose 1 of the 4 words and fill in the blanks
They're really difficult. Really got stuck there.

Oh yes~ Have been waiting for Friday, which is today!!!
Finally can rest(slack)
Went to IMM with ruth, bingxin, zhenqun and shawn
Yeah. Quite crappy.
I'm gonna catch a cold soon
Running in the rain.
*Archoo...*
Went to JP after that
And we were like WET in air con places
Qun and BX bought some drinks.
Which was like. erm...nevermind...
Walked around. Then we took photos acting cool
HAHA. We were so lame.
Saw some of my *old friends*
Was really embarrased when i dropped a 20cents coin
lucky it dint hit the glass
or else i'll die
it's like dropped from the 3rd floor i think
and landed at the jewellery place.
GRAVITY PULL'S HIGH OKAY...
oops. mum's scolding. bye..

2005-05-02T11:45:00.001+08:00

hmm
i'm still slacking away in front of the computer despite the fact that exams' nearing
ah great. i have only started 2 lessons of geography.
47 more lessons to go.
better give me luck for exams.
or else i'll die terribly for exams
especially in chinese and geography
have not even touched anything for chinese man

something really inspired me
when i was still in primary school,
i longed to be a teenager
and hoped that time will travel faster
and now i am
a 14-year-old teanage girl
and somehow, i really feel like going back to primary school
doing those childish stuffs
running around etc

but somehow, there's stil exams in primary school
but at least they dont have to take humanities
i'm gonna flunk my humanities my way through my secondary life
got a border line pass for history last year
got a 38/100 for english lit last year
how great
and now i have a feeling that i'll fail my geography
everybody's finishing their geog
and where am i?
fossil fuels and forests.
crap

i want to be a JC student now
yes..
(i know it's teh same old pattern, u want to be a secondary school student when you're in primary school)
but JC is different
even though they said that JC's the toughest stage of your life
but it is actually normal that you'll fail your exams
but in secondary school
okay, maybe you'll fail some of your exams, but overall, you're expected to pass
besides, in JC, you get more fun and freedom
i cant wait for the exams to be over
i'll make sure i'll enjoy every single bit after the exams
going out and shop till i drop
even if i'm just slacking away at home.
i'll make sure that i'll play like crazy!
okay. maybe that's the pre exams symtoms
thinking about after exams stuffs
i mean, i cant resist it
3 chalets waiting for me during the holidays
and even during the marking days

just want to get through my teen hood.
REALLY HAVE TO WISH ME LOTS OF LUCK FOR EXAMS
i cant fail any subjetcs!

2005-05-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

2005-04-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

i can't stand it!!!
i wish that i could be like the others
settle down and revise their work
i dont know why i can't.
i want to get good results
who doesnt?
i just can't get my brains and hands to work
i fell asleep everytime i tried

I GIVE UP

lessons are especially boring
can't stand it
doodling on pieces of papers everyday
=D
EXAMS EXAMS AND EXAMS
nothing else except for exams
ccas have stopped
i just realised that i missed running

speaking of running
2.4km NAPFA
the timing's okay.
but got 1 min improvement compared to last year
wll strive for below 10min next year
I CAN DO IT
(must be optimist)

what's the point of living if you're not happy?

to that someone: have you ever sensed a feel of guilt?you know who you are.

2005-04-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

I was actually touched by one of the posts written by one of my seniors. Life, is what we human beings have to go through. There may be ups and downs. It's like an exam, overcoming obstacles in your life. Some people gave up after their failures while some people tried again and again till they succeed. Some people could not take setbacks, and thinks that they will not make it, and even if they tried again, they will still have this mindset that they will fail again. I mean, what's the point of trying if they're not interested, and keep thinking that they wont do well. I admit that I am not very good in my studies, not very good in my sports cca, and I AM pessimist. Some people may think that I am too ambitious, setting targets beyond my limits. Yes, I always set high targets, but each time i wont be bother about it, unless like some race or exams and I'll start working very hard, and, when I've got back my results, it was not what I have expected in my results, I will become very negative, and always reluctant to do the same old thing again. Sometimes, in your life, you will receive caustic remarks; it may be in your future jobs, or maybe from your teachers and seniors. You may find it hard to take it at first, especially me, i want to be a perfectionist, but i know there's no way. You can say I am sensitive, but i really take all the words and remarks seriously. I always want to change this personality, dont want to care about the words that people had spoken about me, but obviously I can't. Maybe, that makes what I am. I am not perfect. No one's perfect anyway. But the ways some people operate can create wonders. They are always filled with confidence; high self esteem, always giving their best shots when they're give the opportunities, never has this mindset that they will fail, and even if they did not succeed, they still look at the brighter side of life, reflecting what has gone wrong. I must work on that, I know. *I am enlightened now*

I am very very sorry to all my badminton teammates.

I owed every one of you an apology. I may not be a very good IC for all of you.

I'm really wondering whether I'm up to the standard of being an IC. But I'll really try my best. I vow this is not empty words.

--- this will be rather a long post----.

..today..

Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to give out IPW surveys

Haha, Shawn, we'll put your name under credits.

The atmosphere was not there though. Not many people are free and all this stuffs.

And there's this guy trying to help us out too. So cute

Teaching us how to station and all this stuffs. Telling us the places we should have gone to.

Thanks!

Decided to go city link then

That place really rocks!!!!

Helped us do like so many surveys.

Even met one of the commonwealth seniors

We dint even know her.

And she's like 20++

Wow. Dyed her hair totally blond man.

MAYBE, i should try that after i graduate.

Geesh.

Got chased out by the security

But it's okay. We've completed quite alot.

And we were like doing surveys in front of the camera

LOL.. >.<

Went to WestMall with Shawn after that

Planning to give out more surveys

Dint do many, but gave out quite a few

Saw Ger, Adina, Jo and Jamie

So many groups 'pia' surveys now

Went to MC and got some other people to help out too

And Jeremy's making fun of me.

But nevermind. AND... I DONT LIKE HIM

it's like c'mon loh.he's like 17 and is engaged...

LOL

Saw Tammy and her stead too.

HAHAHA

Loves my new spectacles. But Mr Choo seems to be surprised that i wore spectacles. -.- Make fun of me somemore. NVM!

2005-04-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

nationals inter school cross country's finally over.
BAD RACE
started off too fast

got stitch like hell.

i'll just have to treat this as my lesson
NEVER START TOO FAST
timing is BAD.
1min+ away from my goal.
nevermind! just have to train harder next year

Sec 4s stepping down.

I'm so gonna miss them
Without them, life wun be so fun

enduring the ups and down

though i'm not as close to them.

but we're like one big family.. =D
wish u pple all the best for your O Level
Jiayou~

Received news that there's gonna be a Nationals Track& Field.

ah. Somehow i have a phobia of running
Haha. Taking part in the 1500m event

My first experience in giving out surveys for IPW

well, there are some friendly ones

and some who i really feel like punching.
but overall it's rather fun
went over to gail's house before the surveys
thanks for the chicken rice!!
did some webpage stuffs.
quite okay.
but really. pek ceh when we cant get the stuffs right

I HATE STUDYING!

2005-04-10T13:29:00.000+08:00

They're just 14, but they're fast

Yvonne, Khai Leng set to bring Hua Yi its first schools national title

The Straits Times, Saturday April 9, 2005

I've nothing much to say about this man.

But i'm determined to get a championship for css

i mean, i may not be a very fast runner

i have no potential etc

i've got 3 injuries and flu now

i mean, our chance for css to maintain its championship for our batch is very hard

very competitive.

i wanna our school to clich the championship again..

really wished.

all athletics: jiayou!!! beat huayi down.. our goal!!! weei~!

daniel: weei! u're finally back.. ahaha! i owed u a prata treat at 12am.. =X and u still owe me a baked prata. i duno how u're gonna do it, but u better.. i'll be waiting. sorry yesterday yeah? was in a rather bad mood. sound so cold while talking to u on phone. i returned u a midnight call.. and i wanna my baked prata before u go off to australia.

2005-04-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

ahh.. cross country coming up in 4 days time

training.. training...
aiming for championship..
WORK HARD PEOPLE!!!

there's not much for me to blog.
hm.. except the sports games day?
Let me recall.
Before the sports games, went to play bowling.
got some crappy scores.

ran in he 4X400m event.
oh man.. i want my prize..

got first.. Weei!!

Our class spirit's back on thta day.
even though we werent as enthu as last year

got our FIRST class Tee. WEEI!!

ahh.. i got flu now.. shit.. byee

2005-04-05T20:58:00.000+08:00

yoyo..

CONGRATULATIONS CHOIRS!!!
WAHAHA.. GOT GOLD, WITH HONOURS..
=D =D=D

Upcoming, in 8 more days, NATIONALS..
and i hurt my back.... shitt...

CHOIR CAN GET GOLD, WITH HONOUR

ATHLETICS MUST GET CHAMPIONSHIP!!!

2005-04-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

PISSED BY YOU

no more word other than HATRED...

*fumes*

I JUST WANNA BE A SAND IN THE DESERT

I DONT ASK FOR POPULARITY

I'M UNLIKE YOU

GROW UP KID,

YOU ARE CHILDISH

I CAN TELL YOU THAT I'M NOT PERFECT

WHAT DO U EXPECT FROM ME

I ADMIT I'M GIVING ATTITUDES TO EVERYBODY

BUT HELL. WHAT DO THEY UNDERSTAND

WHAT DO THEY UNDERSTAND?

ARGH.

SO STOP YOUR CRAP

U DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND ME

I WANNA BE A SAND...

JUST A SAND....

Gwen: i dont know what to say to you. But, you really make me feel better after talking to you. I know you have your own troubles, but you're always there for me when i need help. I'll do what i have promised you..

Stanley: Thanks for giving me advices!! Good luck for your councillor votes!

Kuan Hui: Haha.. Flooding your smses was fun.. XD Thanks for all the help! Have more self-esteem k?

LiPing: Ahh! I love you!! Haha..Rest assured, 'she' is always fair to us. Cuz i believe in her. She wont abandon us.. Haha.. Badminton Rocks.

Jin Yee: Thanks for helping me when i'm in need. Yupp.. your ruler! Lol..

To my badminton team mates: I know that I'm not a very good IC. I'm really sorry. But I also need your co-operation right? Only some people listen to me. But do you know that I'm trying very hard to control you people? I'm not like last year, the slacker who fools around during training. Jumping and screaming and stuffs like that. It's seriously UNFAIR to the people who wants to train. Try to be in my shoes. I'm just not getting use, can you PLEASE.... CO-OPERATE? I'm serious, but are you? Really disappointed with you people, not all though. Sorry girls. Was not in my best of my mood. But, can u lighten my jobs...? Really need you people's help. I'm trying.. just give me a bit more time.

2005-03-26T14:09:00.000+08:00

i told myself to be brave

but i cant control

as what gwen said

i may broke down with my schedule

i assured her i wont

but..

yes.. i've broke down

i've enough of stress

sorry people for what happened on thursday

especially arthas.. very sorry

it aint fair at all

EVERY piece of work demerit points

it's NOT one demerit point

IT'S TWO DEMERIT POINT

and they gave us lots of homeworks and expected us to complete them by the next day

what kind of treatment is this

TORTURING?

freak

they did not know what time we reached home

FOR THEIR INFORMATION

i reached home at 11pm. and i did not touch any homework

this isnt fair

i'm a sports person

as what mr quek said

sports peole must have their own responsibility and discipline to complete a work

as what gwen quote from mr quek:

u have little kaya and lots of bread

will u spread alittle over all the bread or will u spread that kaya on a piece of bread and make it nice to eat

i must learn to schedule my time

MUST

i dont want to break down anymore

mrs yeo said i need to have a break

yes. she's right

so... i went to meet shawn and zhen qun for a movie on friday after macritchie run

to jin: take care of your wound. dont go for run on monday, it will make it worsen

yes! i've improved my timing

i set my goal for the day's run for 45min

and i've got 41.03 min.

that was like..4 minute from my target

*grins* so happy

i must say that jamie is a talented athletic

she got leg pain, and she still can run so fast

take care too..

oh yes, where was i. hmm.

watched at bugis

intended to watch winnie thepooh

but watched miss congeniality instead

dont really understand teh story

but nevermind

oh yah.. sorry zq and shawn

i'm late.. for like around 20 minutes

i want to thank -

Mr Quek: Thanks for upholding my discipline... You have left us for 4 months(including dec holidays)

I really wish thta you will return back to css and train us for nationals

Gwen: Thanks for all the advices i need. You are always there to support me, and when i need help, you're always there.

Badminton Team: Thanks for all your concer even when i'm not in my best of my moods..

Peiting: Thanks for helping me report and mark attendance when i'm not for training

2/4: Thanks for encouraging words when i broke down

Liqing and Yenling: Thanks for all your concerns when I'm feeling down or sick. Promised that i'll handle the stress. =D

2005-03-20T13:54:00.000+08:00

yo guys
oh yah.. holidays.
bleh.. isnt much of a holiday to me
ccas and ipw...
seriously.. occupied me the whole of the holidays
cant they give us a 2week break?
that will be nicer
ahh... this is the last day of holiday
tomorrow will be MONDAY
what a nice day to begin
crap
still have not completed my hw
so mnay things left undone
ahhhh.. can god grant me a 30hours per day?

erm... yeah.. i know i'm crapping.
rather fun yesterday
if u count the part out when i'm struggling cuz of hw
went to westmall to borrow some books for my book review
lazy to get back home
so went to my aunt's house
yeah.. all the way to clementi
then.. bought some goodies for my cousins.. or rather u say my nephew
then after that melvin(nephew) and i went to changi... went to safra there.. -.-
went there to fly kite
kinda stupid...
hahah.. both of us planned to destroy...
shant talk about that
we are evil
WAHAHA
nah mind..
went to bowl after that.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei!!! so fun!
first round was bad. okay.. dint get any spare or strike
forgot my scores...think was 40+
BAD
so we went for second round
WOOT... think i got 2 strikes.. and one spare... or izit 2 spares or 1 strike
nah mind.. score of 80+
that was like twice of my previous game..
went to eat after that.
oh welll..
i'm BAD... ate roti prata... so heaty
now gonna fall sick

oh yah.. i forgot.. SPONGEBOG SQUAREPANTS ROCK!!!
so lamee
went to watched with my primary school friends on friday night.
yeah... nice!!!!
go catch it people ya?
gotta go.. byee

2005-03-13T11:48:00.000+08:00

WINGS RACE
quite a dissapointment in my timing
i'm gonna acheive a 15min by nationals
i hope.
everybody's timing lag.
argh! we let mr choo down
he asked us what position we want to be before our race
all of us replied, CHAMPIONSHIP
but now..?

alicia.. i dont like u...
u passed your flu to kannan and i
hahaha.. kidding only
imagine your mucus came running down
that's gross
i shant touch on thta topic
i must stay healthy

Congrats Cindy for her 8th position during her race
Congrats Jaymond for her 10th position during his race
Congrats B Girls for cliching the second place

Now my progress report
VERY BAD
shall improve my english to a B4
yes! i must!

Subject: Mark Grade Expected msg
English 59.2 C5 3.0
Chinese 63.5 B4 2.4
Geog 68.0 B3 2.3
Maths 75.0 A1 1.7
Science 85.1 A1 2.8
HE 80.0 A1 3.1
Art 70.0 A2 2.9

Rather bad!!!My chinese. My chinese and geography dropped 2 ranks down. My Maths aint the high A1. My science.. at least i got above 85. =D My results are just crap. damn.. bless me with good results!

2005-03-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm tired
i really am
both physically and mentally
i really wish for a break
but i can't
life still has to go on
i hate my schedule
i hate my life
i hate everything

there's wings race next saturday
i know i'm not up to standard
i dont want to run
i'm gonna break down soon
i hate studying
everybody's giving pressure
"yanlin, you have to do well okay?"
doesnt anyone know how i'm feeling
do they care whether i can handle all the pressure
NO. THEY DONT

my life really sucks
people are studying
i want to study
but i wasn't given a chance
schedule is too busy
i can't face any more pressure

yes, people do feel pressure
"little stress is good"
taht's what everybody said.
but
people around me is giving me stress
i really wish...
really really wish..
i'm not born in this world.
i want to run away from the truth
i dont care.
i'm dead
no longer the laughing me
yanlin doesnt exist
yanlin's dead....

2005-02-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

My first experience in athletics cross country

our race started at 3pm.
and we had to gather at 12.45pm. even mistook the time.
so sorry my ipw members.
was so nervous.. brought my teddy's nose.
heh heh. rudolph the red nose reindeer.
nah.. just joking. was singing song
drinking LOTS of water
before the race starts, this old man was like crapping.. so freaky. like some chicopek
then drag our time. once the command was given, everybody sprint.
i was like. omg!!! should i follow them or.. i'll run in my own pace
all the commonwealthians ran off, what to expect, they're able to run fast
quickly got back to track. running with yihui, then i told myself to push myself more.
ran past many of them. some of them even walked.
i kept running and running. the route was short. somehow.
maybe for me...?
i dont have speed. haha. more stamina perhaps?
saw siqi in front of me. i told myself to catch up with her.
ran past her and keep on running.
when i reached the curve, intend to run faster. but so many schools cheering for their teammates
and where all the commonwealthians. lose my confidence and slowed down
but soon, when i heard my name called by some of the athletics b division.
i dashed forward. overtaking some people. was so happy.
forgot to report my timing as i felt like vomiting.
so therefore, my position is wrong. but nevermind.
what's over is over
my timing's 16min17seconds for 3.7km
heh... not bad lah. for a sec 2 like me.
went for cool down later on and cheer for the athletics seniors and c division guys
CONGRATS B GIRLS FOR GETTING CHAMPION AND B BOYS FOR GETTING 3RD POSITION.
got punished by mr yong for not bringining umbrella
f**k him. i hate him. had to copy SO MANYTIMES of code of conducts.
try copying yourself
freak.
but he said he will ask us to copy some other dyas. hate him...
went to westmall with seniors and c divsion peeps after our race, aroudn 7 to 8pm
was teasing thomas and jeffrey. HAHA...
so funny. gotta go now bye..

2005-02-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

hello~
haha.. it's been days since i have posted
oh yes.
yesterday went to two junior colleges.
wow. eye opener!!
it's so unlike ourschool carnival last year
they are like real carnival..
totally cool!! i love jjc
sajc.. i hate their toilets. but overall the school's okay
heh heh
went to orchad cineleisure after that to watch hike and seek.
i wanna constantine. but nevermind
my pri school friends and ms tay had been waiting for jin and i
and yah, sorry pals, for my gastrics..
jolyn: thanks for helping me cool the milo!!!thanks alot....
jinyee: thanks for helping me buy my porridge and my milo!
jiahui: thanks for giving me your hand to grab! =X
fc: thanks for your concern when i went home and sorry for shouting at you during dinner.

sorry and thanks to you all. i'm really sorry for spoiling your moods
and yah..
peiting: thanks for helping to keep my star!!! heh heh.
yik yie: sorry for the discman casing. i'll pay you back!

i'm feeling so dark, so negative.
wanna go kill myself
i hate my life
hate it hate it hate it

recently alicia and i joined the macritchie run
ran only 6km..
i love macritchie!!!

recently school work very hectic
wont be blogging so often as last year
will be home evry late you see
dont even have enough time for sleeping
heh heh... but nevermind. sleep in class~

oh yah! i hate my badminton new coach
he sucks totally and i hate his socks.
i love gwen!!!! i love mr teo!!! i love mr quek!!!
i hate this new coach! i'm brave enough to overcome this
just wait and see

oh yah, people, please post your comment about my new blogskin
my tagboard's is at the profile there.. scroll to your RIGHT!!!

2005-02-13T13:48:00.000+08:00

hello!
blogging again!!
lalala.. i'm crazy
played MAHJONG THE WHOLE DAY!!
lost alot lah.. but suan le..
i only won like 5 sets?
but suan liao..
haha.. byee!!

2005-02-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

ah! i finally blog!
oh yah, before i forget, gonna wish you all a HAPPY CNY!!
today's the third day of the lunar
quite slack, that's the way i want
asked mr choo whether we could skip this morning run practice
haha. he said it's nevermind
ahh! gonna love him lots.
so sorry, but i'm sick as well.

i'm so sad. what's wrong with me.
cant get rid of my gastric.
should have taken my breakfast
but cant blame me
TOTALLY NOTHING TO EAT
sheesh
no buns or sandwich for me as well
ah, sickening
ahaha.. wont let it spoil my mood

--Reunion dinner--
went to my grandma's house as usual.
i LOVEE my cousins
i promised to play the guitar well by next year
haha.*shrug* long way to go
(i promised dan that too)
they played the guitar. *weet* they're pro
johnathan keep playing with my handphone too
-.- sheesh. keep video-ing.

__Lunar New Year__
went to restaurant to eat
woot. so expensive!
nah mind, once a while
the shops are all close
but it's okay.
i love my cousin's!!
they're cutee...
they said i look like adult.
ah..
went to my maternal side after that
i LOVE MELSOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no one can stop me from loving him
he's so cute
i'm gonna play jie di lian
WAHAHAH.
c'mon, he's only 3 years old.
blehx.
was taking photos all the way.
zhi lian kuang.
but my cousins all zhi lian kuang also
lalala.played daidee and blackjack
tired man..

~Lunar New Year(II)~
i love it man. more cousins present
well, except for ace.aww...
yeah. very fun. took MORE pictures of my cousins and i.
hahahaa.. MELSOM SOOO CUTE!!
I LOVE HIM.. played with him, run with him blehh..
played mahjong and daidee.
keep on winning. lucky.
jinyee win liao lah,13 1
roger also 13 1. win $100+ somemore.
i so pathetic.

Too tired to blog further. gonna end here, bye

2005-02-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a long time since i have posted
very tiring and busy this few weeks
have to stay back till near evening in school almost everyday
intend to revise my work(haha.. so guai)
but, there's no time for me to do so.
sec 2, one of the most important years as it's streaming,
but, i'm so busy, and it's only like the starting of the year
my studies, my results are dropping.
maybe due to the lack of sleep i had, thus not focusing during lesson.
too busy to think of studies. dont understand the teacher's lessons
especially chinese. i hate the trainee teacher.
she is so... argh! act cute not cute. act sweet not sweet
yuck!
skip on with it.
sports.
recently joining the athletics training
but I'M NOT ATHLETICS.
haha.. my training ends around 6.30pm to 7.00pm on wednesday.
have to guide the sec 1s along.
now, besides having morning run, i'm having the afternoon run(long run)
that will be on friday. till around 4.30pm to 5pm. and then i'll be rushing to guitar lesson.
and will reach that quite late. really very tiring. i feel as if i want to give up. but i told myself that i cant
i have to perservere.
somehow, there's no time for me to do homeworks everyday
i always come home with a very tiring look.
i might break down.
guitar.
adnan went for reservice
daniel's taking over. but soon, daniel will leave
he's going to australia.
hope he do well there! all the best kz?
no time to practise my guitar stuffs as well. i've been rushing here and there.
somebody enlighten me please

recently got nominated for the councillorby mrs tan
okay, must thank her also, dint expect her to see" highly" of me(am i exagerating?)
lol.ah crap
but, can i do well in it?
i dont really want to be in the councillor
i got such a hectic schedule
how can i handle it?
and she gave us the nomination form, it sounds as if i wanted to be in it.
oh crap.
I would like to be a Stdent Councillor because.....?
it's not as if i want to nominate myself
so shitty.
ah nevermind.

p/s: thanks geraldine for the jay chou poster!! hang it on my wall!!
to my badminton teammates: we'll do well next year and peiting, dont brood over your speed, i believe you can do well!
to 2/4: i'm sorry i dint help much in the chinese new year decorations. thanks alot!

2005-01-29T09:23:00.000+08:00

it's a wonder to see a class can be so united
read a few posts from my seniors
i really envy them
all of them were united
working together
they have their best and worst times
but they still continue to work together
it's like having a second family
every morning i stepped into my class
i'm really wondering what will happen
2/4 isnt as united as the once 1/4
quite a disappointment
nobody seems to care
okay, maybe some
but, it aint all.
i'm relieved and glad that i still got my badminton teammates
all of us suffered the worst and the best of times
we got punished together
we shared our happy moments together
trying to overcome obstacles together
always striving for the best
we worked together as a team
take example from the tournaments
we trained on monday and wednesday till the late evening
and we went to the tournaments on tuesday and thursday
giving our best shots, and trying to win the game
even we lost the match and cannot proceed to the semi-finals round
we are training hard for next year's tournaments
we are going to BEAT THEM DOWN
we wont let our efforts go to waste
even though i admit that badminton is a tough cca
have to wake up early every monday and wednesday morning
to go for morning run, to train our speed and of course stamina
we have to go for trainings straight after shool, not taking any lunch
well, except maybe for some bun or raisins?
and our new training schedule, our training will end at 6.30pm.
and not to forget cooling down and some briefings that will stretch till 7pm+
it's tough. i have to admit it
especially when we are supposed to juggle between ccas and studies
you people might think that it's crazy
but ALL of us are eager to train
not wanting to miss out any training sessions
I LOVE BADMINTON

2005-01-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

yoyo
rather in a very sad mood today
I HATE MYSELF
good match today, but still we lose to boonlay seondary school by 1-4
i dont admit defeat
it's not that i'm a sore loser
but
I REALLY HATE MYSELF
first match, okay. my opponent won me. 4-11
second match, i won 11-9
(tough match okay)
third match, i FELL.
hurt my elbow, and my legs.
distracted me during the game
there were unhappy flashbacks
i lost my confidence once again
why cant i control myself?
i can win the game
but why...?
gwen was expecting me to win.
she held high expectations for me
and i let her down
i let my whole team mates down
i'm such a let down
i'm very sorry guys
LET'S WORK HARD FOR NEXT YEAR
AND THRASHED THEM
MIND SET
I'M WOKRING TOWARDS SINGLES
AND THRASH THEM
AND WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP...
I CAN'T LET OUR EFFORTS GO TO WASTE.

2005-01-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

yoyo
tournament peak now.
tough training
monday-- morning run, PE, Niche, training till 6pm or 7pm+
tuesday --tournament
wednesday--morning run, training till 6pm or 7pm+
thursday-- tournament
friday-- long run(optional)

yeah, tough schedule. homeworks piling up
trying very hard not to fall sick
and i must NOT fall sick
CSS must win the tournaments
we can't let one whole year of effort go down the drain
well, we won choa chu kang sec-- 3-2
and, lost to bukit batok sec--1-4
but still, we must have confidence in winning pioneer secondary and boonlay secondary
it's a MUST. We must win
The badminton C boys has lost to teck whye--1-4
i can't believe myself
but, dont lose heart.. you all must do your best!
badminton B girls-- won westwood secondary--4-1
well, congratulation!!! love you all lots.
must do well in your next match vs Fuhua secondary
one of my seniors has told me that Fuhua has actually won Nanyang Girls
it's like OMG
but nevermind, just try your best
all of you rock

ahh, how i wish the teachers wont give us any homeworks now
i have absolutely no time to finish them
no time for homework, nevertheless, revisions
but, heck, just have to put them aside

guitar lesson will be paused for next whole month
Adnan going for reservice
aww
sad..

went to buy contact lenses
went to check my eyesight
was actually surprised that my left eye still maintain its original degree
it's still 300 degree
but.. the degree on my right eye has increased by 25, so it's 325 degree now
quite not used to it at first
but soon, okok lah
guess i'll post till here
ciao!

2005-01-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

yo
was in the better mood today=)
nothing else to blog in particular
just that i wont be blogging as often.
mainly because of my tournaments next week
and the hectic amount of homework i have received
not to mention IPW project
and also, my responsiblity of an IC in badminton
basically, was still ajusting myself to suit myself into the IC position
sometimes, i do forget that i'm an IC
i'm trying very hard..
i'm very stress
seriously tensed up
and my parents especially my father keeps on telling me to study
there he goes again
asked me not to use the computer and get back on the track
while everybody's preparing for their streaming
can't i have any place to breathe?
tournaments
IPW
guitar
studies
what am i? a robot? no way!
i have to juggle between sports, studies and music
i faced more pressure than ever
plus, my tournament's coming in like..3 or 4 days time?
somebody tell me what to do please.
dont really care about studies now.
not that i totally ignore it and put it aside
but, now, i want to concentrate more on my tournaments
i seriously dont want any thing to affect my outcome for it
i just to give my best shots
and not to brood over it when it comes to tournaments
i dont want anything to come between it
espeially studies
mean while, i'll just have to put it aside
it's just a matter of time
i'm still trying to adjust
give me time
please

2005-01-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

I AM STILL VERY PISSED OFF
WTF
WALAO.. KNS LAH..
okay.. i'll just restrict myself from all the vulgarities and all the unpleasant words
i wont let my blog to be distorted with the words
i'll just complain
I'M STILL VERY PISSED OFF
*WARNING*
DO NOT PROVOKE ME.. OR ELSE I'LL SCREAM MY HEAD'S OFF

i just hate secondary two's life
i hate everything here
i hate it
i hate it
everything changed
it doesnt seem as what it used to be
everything just sucks
i'm pissed
yes i am
i'm bad
i'm evil
i dont care
fine..
fine..
fine
i hate it...

GETTING FED UP WITH MY LIFE

2005-01-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i ever put a title for my entry.. was it?
oh well.. you people better dont read this post
(as if people will come and visit)
i'm going to vent all my frustrations in here
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE???
SO WHAT IF YOU'RE THE BOSS
SHOW OFF
BLABBERMOUTH
HATE YOU

i vow that i can make it
DONT belittle me
i can make sure YOU suffer in my hands
i shant say your name
i shant disgrace you in the public
this is a blog, no one knows who i'm talking about
no, this is MY blog
i can do anything i want
you've got no rights, no position to discriminate me
yes, i can endure all the sufferings u made me
but there's A LIMIT to my patience
"WARNING"
going to explode sooner or later
watch your words
or i'm seriously going to slap you across the face
yes, i'm evil.
so what?

YOU FORCED ME INTO IT
I HAD ENOUGH SUFFERINGS
STOP BOSSING ME AROUND
I AINT YOUR MAID

i've got my own choices
i know what i'm thinking
i dont see as happy as i used to be
i may be seen smiling
but i AM NOT happy at all

i'm going to apologise to some people
was feeling down these few days
so, if i said a few harsh words to you
I'M REALLY SORRY

FROM NOW ONWARDS
I shant interact with arrogant, show off people
(like you)
i'll try my very best
and prove to you that i CAN do it
just wait and see

2005-01-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

yo.
it's been days that i've blogged
well, not totally, it's only 4days
wooh! oh well, the first week has past
school's okay
except for science teacher
doesn't seem to get any thing into my brain
what's wrong?
science's my strongest subject.
and yet
..........
nevermind
hate that science teacher
not going to let her spoilt my mood
love my mentor.
she's a very committed teacher
can understand her lessons quite easily
got into maths olympiad
dont know whether it's a good or bad thing
hmmm
school rocks.
somehow. dont like to sing national anthem twic or even thrice
well... have that silent reading session as well
quite okay
dont mind much
tomorrow have css cca open house
will be there on duty at the last shift i think
but, will stay go there quite early
nothing else to blog much anyway
just that, css rocks
and yah, this few days i'm not in a very good mood
sorry if i have lose my temper on any one of you.
SORRY

2005-01-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

yoyo
the first day in school
3rd jan 2005
new principal
new CM
new classmate
new classroom
new partner beside me
new place to sit in the hall
hate it..
shant complain much
SHOULD count my blessings
i've got a more STRICTER principal
dont really have a good impression for our CM
forgot her name again, think it's mrs tan
but, should be better than mr ong.(i hope)
i've got a new classmate,dezerie or something like that
means new friend
new classroom, the floor looks yucky to me
and must climb till 4th floor
*panting*
new partner beside me.. ROGER!!!
lol, well, it's okay. can poke him
*evil grins*
quite fun beside him, keep talking
lala~
but i'll still miss my companion for last year, siew rong. =)
oh yah! hate that chinese teacher.
she's like... *vomit*
and yah, some of the 1/3 people came to our class
YAY. JIN AND HUI'S THERE!!!!
lala..
new place to sit in the hall. IN THE GALLERY!! can see all the people, very shiok
but, quite cramp over there
had badminton practice after sch
THE HALL WAS OCCUPY BY THE SEC ONES FOR THEIR ORIENTATION
*fuming*
forget it, did our warm up as usual(10min running)
did our foot drills in the BASKET BALL COURT in our SCHOOL
weird
did four sets of drills
went for cool down later on
*shrugs*
sounds like warm up instead
ran 20min
well, was only jogging
lala
GWEN was there!!!
gave us souveniors!!!!
THANKS
saw henry during the briefing as well
my eye itch
*argh*

think there's nothing much to write. byeeee=)

2005-01-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey hey
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
haha. okay.
this will be the first entry for the year 2005
well, went to countdown with my friends.
exciting experience. ahaha
went down at 9.30. at that time, it was driziling.
went to fc's house. haha.
then, lye and ho came up to his house afterwards.
was trying to scare lye and ho. with jian xiang and jin.
hahah.. then very funny.
zhihua came up soon after that.
went down to hang around. went to the market there
there's a countdown party but dint countdown there.
it's like all the folks there. very sian. went to seven elevento buy craze hotties!
after that, went to the so called nature park
but dint go.. cuz jin and von were scared. =x
hahaha.. walked up and down all the way.
-.- lamee
was telling dirty jokes from sharron.
but lye,ho they all bu gei mian zi.
laugh till so mian qiang.
*ARBISH*
but actually not that dirty lah.
went to caltex after that.
then were discussing what to eat for supper. cuz i was practically complaining that i'm hungry for about 2 hours
ran to westmall as jianxiang said that there's this 24hours coffee shop.
and i really mean it, ran there. but i'm the only girl who ran. von and jin never ran.
*sobs*
then saw bus 61, board it. saw some paikia.
very scared. but.. kept quiet
reahed the coffee shop, nothing for me to eat.
*dont kill me*
lol, went to the nearby seven eleven to buy bread.
oh yah, we even forgot to countdown
that's how lame we could get
gok some of zhihua's ice kajang
loll
very nice.. my favourite flavour somemore
walked back to our estates.
ahh.. legs gonna broke.
went to chat awhile before going back
intend to stay the whole night with them, but mum called me to go bak home
i TOLD her that i wont be home today
but she said my dad wants me home
bo bian.
so went up
my dad dint say anything
so nothing what
should have stayed longer
went to bath and sleep
very fun. was still thinking about it.

~my wishlist~
*to be more hardworking(kinda hard for me)
*get excellent results for streaming
*better badminton skills
*better running skills
*always remain happy
*be a good IC for this year(i hope)
*promote to second grade for guitar soon

2004-12-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey
quite a long time never blog. it's just 3 days. haha
okay stop crapping
practically i've been devoting myself into sports. well, more in badminton i can say=)
neglected almost everything
my guitar, my studies(well, iit's holidays)
dint really touched my secondary two's books.
just left it on the shelves. to rot.
ahahah
still not able to cope with badminton singles
but i'll try.
well, at least it's not as bad as last time
somebody can give me the potion of confidence?
need it urgently..
lol
kind of feeling low this few days.
well, because of the tsunamis case
it's sad okay, no laughing matter
i just came back from Phuket. not really just though. in the early december i think.
and now, there's this tsunamis that killed alot of innocent people.
during msn, some of my friends and i were talking about it.
maybe i'm going to donate some cash over, even though there'll not be enough money for me next year
hm. yeah.

i'm still waiting for my mum to get e to the optician to get new contact lenses
waiting.. waiting
haha.. okay i'm crapping

oh yeah. 6bb: IF YOU'RE READING THIS(WELL I HOPE) PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU'ER ARE INTERESTED TO THE COUNTDOWN TOMORROW.

2004-12-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

yo
haha.. today fc and meihui's birthday
happy birthday
hm, bought a new pair of shoes during christmas.
bought it at queensway, from 142.25 my dad bargain till 70+.
half price!! omg.. haha
can't remember what i did yesterday
haha.. short termed memory. =x
went for training today. very tired.
can't catch up with the drills. =x
but....
i'll make improvement okay?
very bad performance today
haha. i finally got over the fear of my singles game.
played with sindee
score - 11-6
i won!! so happy.
maybe she's just tired.
i must practise!!!
got terrible gastric today.
din't go to eat lunch with friends.
went straight home
ate instant noodles.haha.
so pathetic.
went to sleep after that.
tomorrow got morning run.
missed so many morning run
stamina sure dropped alot
nothing more to post. byee

2004-12-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

yo..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
haha.. went to buy fc's presents with jinyee... billabong wallet and a cross necklace..
hai bu gan xie wo men...
so expensive!!!
now really broke..
then, me and jin went to COURTS..
to try the sofa... -.-'''
then saw the people keep looking at us. so kinda embarrassing...
put on an act, as sisters. LOL
said that, where's our father? dint he say want to buy sofa? nvm lah, we helped him first
hahaha..
then we said, huh? why the sofa so cheap.. only 1265bucks.
then our father's salary 1 month $10 000
LOL
then our pocket money, 1 day $200. LOL... this is so... stupid.. but had fun.
then alot of people kept looking at us.
WAH, RICH KIDS LEH!
*umchio*
and yeah, took neoprints with jin!
hahahaha.. after that went to eat dinner with family. haha... dint eat mcuh, but quite full
went to meet jiahui and jin at 7.30pm. played at the playground.. chat chat chat
hui made mashmallows for us.
i'm the only one who fin ished all. don't know tomorrow will have runs not? lol.. jk
but quite okay lah, but taste like... flour
thanks anyway. =)
fc and jian xiang came down after that.
fc's treat!! bought alot of tibits. woooh!!!! but i kept coughing..
till very jialat
saw that guy. so attitude..
smoke somemore
forget about him
after that baolong came down
realised that he has grown taller.. =x
but still alot shorter than me.. jiayou
hahaha
he went back home at 11pm.. never count down with us
went to caltex to eat instant noodles
got kicked out after that, lol.. made too much noise
went to RC to count down.. lol... very nice..
after that went back home.. lol.. very nice.. gotta play le.. buai!

2004-12-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

yo
yesterday went to my cousin's wedding
hahaha.. quite fun and tiring
had to wake up early in the morning, about 7am.
went to roy's house.. his wedding.
wish him and betsy a happy marriage.
oops.. should call her biao sao. makes her so old..
wahahaha.. nevermind
very fun on that day.. =)

love the wedding dinner. the whole place is so gorgeeous..
WOW
mummy had problem in putting makeups on me.. so.. eek!
cant blame me kay?
but still, she won, but i ran away while she wanted me to put on lipstick
shut the door. yay i won
ace, shanice, jerald and melsom SO cute..
love little kiddies
=) took alot of pictures of them. =)
love all my cousin!

today's badminton
not in my best form.
kinda sick today
*arh choo... cough cough*
not going for run tml..
still sick
i'm out of singles
congrats me!! =)
nth liao, bye

2004-12-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

yo
haha.. sent gwen off to the airport
it's so LAME...
run here and there...
lol
like little kiddies
spy... got special mission.. trickgwen
hahaha..
bought a logcake for her. so good right?
hahahaha.. then we got bagua...from her.
haha.. little crazy today
after sending her off.. went to bugis for dinner. so late...
then reached home at 11.05.. hm.. late. but nevermind
i had fun.. haha
ok.. kinda tired. bye

2004-12-17T11:17:00.000+08:00

yo
maybe gonna werite a long post
maybe not.
haha. i'm crazy
went to cruise on sunday. came back on wednesday night
saw manda ong. cool right? was quite surprised
saw this cute boy boy. Hm.. think he 7 or 8 years old.
asked me whether i wanna play blind mice.-.-'''
with his friends of course
but i saw all guys. then rejected.
lol
don't like to play blind mice also
the next day, watched yesterday once more and taxi.
taxi midnight movie.
haha. so lame
then saw that cute boy boy.
his older brother and him came and find me
older brother looks older than me. hm
then they asked me if i can lend them an arcade token.
then i give loh. so good right?
ah. till now they still owed me 1 token. ahaha
oh yah. that day reached penang.
so BORING.
went back to cruise in a few minutes time
the next day reached thailand
oooh!! so nice. bought lots of food back for my relatives. and chewing gum. hee
watched cinderella story. don't really like. not in reality.
but, the story very sweet. =x
got gala dinner at night. wore a skirt.
got shark fin. yumyum..
and alot of good stuffs.
but got prawn, but stil eat anyway.
in the end my allergy started.
on wednesday, watched ladder 49. it's a VERY nice movie. love that show. Very touching
But very sad thing, Jack died in the end. Sad,.
Went home after that.
Quite a fun trip. but can be quite boring.
haha

went for badminton practice at about 9am?
it's nice..
wet back home at about 5 or near 6pm.
quite late. but nevermind
today we're going to send gwen off.
gonna go to the airport to bid her farewell
hahaha
she'll be taking night flight
hahaha.. gonna be crazy then
will embarrased her.
nahx.. just kidding.
lazy to type. haha.. so byee

2004-12-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

yo

kinda bored now. So post something here. Listening to LP and Jay-z's collision course. Nice man..Listening to Jigga what/Faint. haha. thx yaihui, for helping me burn the CD. =)
hmm. just slacked whole day. Online chatting etc..
I missed Jurong East Library. Ah.
Not there to borrow books nor going there to study.
Going there to enjoy myself
Such a pleasant place.
Hmm
Wanna go there later, but can't
No more cash in my ez-link
Left about 1bucks. No idea.
Aybody read the Pearl?
Arh, the story's boring. Can't stand it. So draggy.
Only read a first 2 chapters. Skipped the introduction
Ha
I'm off to Jurong east. i think? Gonna walk there. ha
ok then, ciao

2004-12-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

yo..

went to mornin run today. Hmm, completely different from our normal schedule..
ran 10min in the field for warm up
den started 2.4km run
den 10min cooling down
so many pple ran past me during teh 2.4 trail
all athletics..' cept for ann
run so fast man...
my timing dropped like hell compared to NAPFA test man..
Gotta improve
Next week can't go for morning run
Going for holidays

Went to Bugis with Jin, Yik, Odelia and Sharron
Haha
Very fun man... Totally cool
Ate our lunch
So expensive man, the food court
Now bankrupt
After that, shopped around
Saw this cap at the 77th street. Very nice..
So try out... Quite suits me lah.. =)
Love it, but can't buy
Went to alot of shops.. Then one of the salesperson see us bu shuang
forget it
Went to another shop.. haha
Saw the channel 8 actress, rui en, chen song ling or wadeva and jacelyn tay and de... erm... tu ran fa cai de one of the actor..
They filming show mah, yik, sharr and odelia said that they filming Tu ra fa cai
Hmm.. So many NGs de
In the end, tired of watching, went to shop more
Took neoprints.. Neoprints successful. Haha.. Jin and Yik so cute..
Photogenic
Shop around again
den went home..
haha..
fun day

2004-12-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

yo again... got a new haircut.. very layered... lol.. quite short.. hmmm.. not badlah.. lazy to type liao.. buai

2004-12-08T16:37:00.000+08:00

ok.. this is weird.. really weird. How comemy stuffs in the computer turned into chinese language.. gosh.. haiz.. yesterday hiking trip.. VERY TIRED.. and the whole entire trip got "suan" by Mr Lim.. Win liao loh.. kkz.. kinda bored now.. duno wat to do.. den blog loh... hmm..n th else toblog le.. kkz.. buai

2004-12-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

happiness is the ray of the sun that shines down on you when you're feeling blue..(adapted by leeming aka waterboy)

2004-11-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!!!BULLSHIT!!! I HATE MYSELF.. DAMN.. Sometimes i really wonder why am i in this world.. anybody can tell me why? Haiz.. Now alone at home.. Don't want to go out.. I din't complete my homework. Damn. Still got a mountain tall... Why holidays have homework de.. Stressed. I'm ot here to give myself stress de loh, i should be here searching my goals.. But where izit? Maybe i'm giving myself too much pressure. but impossible... I slacked! Playing Maple story everyday. not doing any tasks. haiz. Seconday school's life. Haiz. So idiotic. I want to hide inside my bedroom.haha.. Shit shit shit shit!!! why cant i be like the others? Complete their tasks etc.I want to acheive good results next year. But, will i do it? no.. i'll still be the 1 slacking. damn. why cant i change my personality. Be more guai kia.. Well, i dun mean nerd. XD haiz.. very angry.. dun log liao.. buai

2004-11-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yo.. so long nv blog le.. Hmm.... Let's see...

~Thursday~
Today's open house!! And CSS on tv.. =) Hmm.. Nth much during open house. Jin bought a whole box of mint chocolate for her cousins. haha.. Then after that, Jin, Yik Yee and I went to Sharron's house. Wow.. Executive leh.. Then the world map so damn big. The 3 of us were like starring at it. No wonder Sharron knows all the countries so well. HAHA..Sharron's room messy Haha.. =x But ok lah... So mani soft toy and still got a sword. And yah, a kangaroo that looks like a rabbit. Haha.. Then suddenly they order pizza. WAH!! When we saw the pizzas, we stood down dere, i mean froze dere. 2 Pizzas and 1 box of chickens and Pepsi. Wah so much leh!!! Haha.. Thx hoh... Then after that we watched Finding Nemo.. Nice movie but I prefer The incredibles. haha..Then raining very heavy leh.. Wah!! so heavy. The 3 of us headed home after the movie. Then Jin and I tok alot of crap. haha..

~Today~
Went to the wadeva i forgot restaurant. Waseh.. waste 60 bucks with duno wat.. Hmm.. 2nd floor at westmall beside Swensens tt 1.. Eeee.. Their food not tt nice leh... Is just average. IMM de more nicer. haha.. Dun have prawn dumpling... I know i can't eat seafood, but tt 1 really very nice leh. Haiz. sadist. Finally bought my clothes for my cousin's wedding. Skirt and a sleeveless shirt. Haha.. Then realised tt i tan till not bad lah.. But too dark. Lol.. Lame.. Kz, go watch tv liao. Buaiz

2004-11-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Weee!! Finally get to watch The Incredibles! Wahahaa.. Plot was nice... =) Lovs this show.. Ooohhhh!!! Jack-Jack rules!!! So does Violet.. Love her forcefield pwer. Cool man! And do't 4gt Dash. With super fast speed. =) Run in water! Cool... Love The Incredibles. Don't mind watching again. =) Love Jack-Jack and Violet best. Invisibilty! *Poof* Violet dissappeared! Haha. Don't mind me. I'm crazy. Watched it with Siew today at CWP. And yah. Helen Bob aka Elastic Gal. WAhahaa.. Cool man. Flexibility. Weeeehh!!! *punch* Haha.. And yah, cannot miss out the main charcter right? Mr. Incredibles. Haha. O gosh. So funny when he can't squeeze in. Haha. *ouch* And yeah, supers' designer, Edma Mode or something liddat. Haha. *she's a visitor* Cool. So high tech. Haha...Hate that" Incredible boy" Shitbag him.Yahoo.. Love Incredibles.. Rawks kkz?

Ok, enough of movies..Erm.. Ok, starts with this morning. Had our mornin run.. =) Finally. Even thought only exert 60% of my energy.. =x Weiyu down with fever so went to report today. Cool man. First time reporting.. =x Haha.She does miss out alot of things today. Got our Sports Team T-shirt.. COOL.. even thought the shirt looks abit *ahem*, kuku lah..And we got our Gatorade.. Some kinda sports drinks.. But is instant mix... Wha..Whole Container lehh... Muz be veri expensive... Lemon Lime flavour.. haha.. Then got the erm... yah! Leaning thru sports books... we get earlier first.. =) then the rest of our classmates will get later... hmm.. maybe when school reopens.. Nice book.. =) enjoy reading.. Haha...Then, our canoeing trip cancelled liao.. Haiz. But still got seminar andhiking trip. Gave out the forms today. Hmm.. Weird.. Should give Siqi mahz.. why ask me.. hmmm... den have to collect the forms back on thur... 17 hiking forms and 5 seminar forms.. Haha... great responsibility.. =x... Did our usual hockey training. Quite like today's training. =) hmm.. stop here le.. i go get another gatorade... =x

2004-11-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

Yoz. Just came back from cruise. Quite a boring trip. Went too many times liao. Still have to go for another one on next month. SIAN. First day. Hmmm. Din't do much. Can't really remember what i have done. Haha. Smsed quite alot of people Haha. Argh! Olinda's out from Singapore Idol. Haha. I hate Taufik! Get Taufik out! Not Olinda. But, Slyvester remains can le.. =) Sylvester!!! Go! He rocks man.. Taufik sux kkz... Taufik so dao. dao kia. Ok, enought of Singapore Idol. Haha. Before I go crazy you see. On saturday. Still stuck in the cruise. Went for the paperweight making. Waseh, if want to buy a paperweight hoh, must pay 9bucks leh. Then we got this contest, paperweight making. Gosh. I won the prize. It's that 9bucks paperweight. It's so nice. It's actually pebble lah. Then they paint. Sounds like Glass painting. Haha. Then got make photoframes also. Err, more like decorate. =xDid some of my maths over there. But still got tons to do. This is sian. Played arcade as usual. Blah Blah. Came back today. Intended to buy some clothes for my cousin's wedding. But in the end bought my mum's clothes. Lame. My mum said that i have to wear those skirts. Then must be elegant. Bullshit lah. But kinda true. I mean. Oh well nvm. I wanna watch Incredibles!!! Shutter also.. Mayb? INCREDIBLES ROX...But haven't watched it Anybody wanna watch???? Call me. Jack-Jack very cute.. Haha. Nvm.. I crazy. nth to blog le.. Buaiz

2004-11-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!! So long nv touch my compie le!! Well, 3 days.. Haha..Gotta tell you what happened in the chalet. So fun! Perhaps this is one of the best family chalet at SAFRA this few years.. (So far i can rmb)
~Tuesday~
Had badminton practice at Bukit Gombak Stadium at 11.30. Quite a tiring one as it seemed so long i had played and my skills went rusty, u see. After that, me, Sharron, Jin and Yik Yee went to causeway point and had our lunch. So hungry... =s Then, went to shop for awhile then they went home while i headed for Tanah Merah. So far right? Reached there and had to wait for my father to fetch me to SAFRA. Wait for nearly half an hour. =/ Reached there saw Cheong Seng.. (Duno how to spell his name) Oh well, he's my older cousin. 21 years old i think. Then i went up to the 2nd floor and bath.. Came down and ate tibits wif him. =/ Watched this movie my uncle bought for us. Duno wat show it is, but i know it's quite boring so within 5minutes i walked away. Still don't understand why he could just sit there and watched. (with his tibits) Ate our dinner then i went to play with Lydia(7 years old) and Johnathan 2( 9 years old). There's two Johnathans in our family. Johnathan 1 is Sec 2 liao. My playing company in this family all along. However, he's not there. Oh yeah, his older brother is Cheong Seng and his second brother is Wai Meng(duno how to spell oso). John 2 not there on the first day. Haiz.

~Wednesday~
Intended to go for swimming at 8am. But the pool was closed until 10am as they need to clean the pool. So, Isaac(11 years old), Lydia and John 2 waited quite long. Ate breakfast and finally when the time came, we went into the pool and swim!! Swam for quite long. Then went back and play. The lunch was not cooked yet so the four of us and my aunt went to Kids Corner and Arcade. I hate the arcade. So sian de. Nothing to play. Kids Corner is getting more boring. Don't have the crocodile liao. Haha.. I still small.. =x Then my aunt received a call frm Aunt Cyndia, said that John 1's on his way. YAY!! =PpP
Then all of us went back to the chalet and wait for him. Watched Shrek 2. But din't complete the whole movie as John 2 kip fast forward and only let me see the funny part. =/ Nevermind. Then went to ate our lunch. And suddenly the doorbell rang. And John 1 reached! =) I was like "WHOAH!!! U SO TALL!!!!" His height near to 180cm liao.. Last year 172cm.. Then he went to get his servings and we ate our lunch together. Oh yeah, he so piggie, slept in the aftnoon at 4pm till 6.30. Around this time. Then my mum asked me go sleep oso. Then i ok lohx.. Haha. He slept on my bed.. -.-'' Then i went to sleep the bed beside him. (My mum's bed) But i woke up half an hour later. Haha. Not used to the bed mah. After that at 7pm went to watch Spiderman 2. Very nice leh!!!!! But din't catch the whole movie.. around 3/4 liddat.. Then John1 duno how to appreciate, played Isaac's gameboy. Quite forgot what we did. Then at night we went to play bowling. Haha. Nice game. I used 7 pounds le hoh. No longer 6 pounds. =x Then after the bowling, me John 1 and Aunt Cyndia went to chat. Talk cock.. Lol.. I din't know that John 1 so lame. Can fight with me liao. =x As John 1 just came back from his class chalet mah, then they all played majong. Then my aunt was shocked. She wants to learn majong mah. I also know how to play. Then aunt cyndia asked us to teach her. Went back to the chalet and she went to call how much is the majong set. Then here goes the conversation: "Huh? Free ar. Bring over the majong set now." John 2 and i were like laughing. Her expression damn funny. Played majong then wif Aunt Cyndia(with the help of my mum), Uncle Edwin and John 1. Wah. not fair, John won 3 games in a role. Din't win once. Haiz. Then after like few games, all of us cleared the majong and me and John went to the table and do our homework. I did my IPW. My interview wif my Uncle Peter and his wife. Both of them are nutritionists mah. After awhile went up to sleep le. Quite late le mah.

~Thursday~
Woke up the latest there. 8am then woke up. Then John 1 was waiting for me to go swimming. Haha. But had to eat breakfast mah. Then we must also wait for John 2 and Lydia to get ready. In the end, 10am then go. Very nice. Swam quite alot of laps. Freestyle. Still learning my backstroke. Self learning leh. My frog style still sucks. Then John2 veri "li siao" always bully Lydia. Then John 1, and me all protect Lydia. Me and John 1 took turns to piggyback her. Haha. Cuz she's too short for the pool. =x After that Lydia went up to bath, me and John 1 still continue swimming. Then he piggyback me. So nice hoh.. Very nice. =) Lame lah. I so old liao stll need to piggyback. Haha. Then we went back to the bungalow chalet to take our clothes. Don't want to bath in the chalet. We went to the public there. Cuz more shuang. More clean and still got music. Then when i want to close the door, i din't notice, the door bang across my leg. and now got a scar.. Still got blood. But now not pain liao. Just a small scar. And yah, i got sunburned. Damn. Now realllly looks like charcoal. After that when we went back, went to eat our lunch. So nice!!! Ate two bowls of rice. Very piggie i noe. But John 1 ate 3 or 4 bowls leh! After swimming sure hungry mahh. Then we played majong!!! Haha. I'm the winner there. Got alot of money. =x John 1 tt day so suay. Only win 1 game. (which is the last game) Played till 4 or 5pm. Then we went to play billard. Argh! Billard is so difffernt with pool. I hate billard. So lao qui. I duno how to shoot. So noob. Only the two of us playing, John and I. The 2 of us really noob loh. Play 1 game hoh. More than 1hr. Then within this 1 hour range,still cannot finish. In the end we gave up trying. Haha. Paiseh... Went to ate dinner at about 6.30pm. The dishes so nice. After that watch Happy Fish then watched Singapore Idol. Wooh!! Sylvester must win!! All my cousins vote for Sylverster but John 1 votes for Olinda. =x Was watching on the mattress. Haha. While the adults watched on the sofa. Isaac, John 1 and I watched on the mattress so funny. John put a pillow on his legs then me and Isaac went to lie down. Watched till very shuang. then Sylvester tio suan by the judges till very what, for the first round lah. I hate Taufik man... After that we celebrate Lydia's Birthday. Haha. The cake very nice. YumYum. After that went for bowling again. 2 lanes.. Haha. John 2 aka Lydia, Isaac and Aunt Cyndia 1 lane then John 1 and I 2nd lane. Whoah. i got 2 spares i think. =) Then my scores draw with John 1.. Haha. Went to the pool table budden din't play. LAME. Went back to the bungalow chalet and John 2 and Lydia went to pack their bags. They had to go home as they need to go school on friday. Then my father, my granny, my mum, aunt Cyndia. isaac, John 1 and I went to send John 1 home as he has piano lesson on Friday too. Isaac sat on John's leg. Haha. Then John and I "kao zhe" each other. Cuz veri squeezy. Then when reached his blk, Isaac already fell asleep. Haha. headed to Changi Village to buy dessert but nth to buy much so we headed back to our chalet. Fell aslp on the car oso. Haha.

~Friday~
Woke up at 9.00pm.. So late!! I mean, compare to my relatives dey all lah. Received a msg from John 1 of gd nite. Din see it last night. Packed my things all this and went back home and here I am! Dots.. Later still have to go cruise. Haha.. so packed. Din't go for badminton cuz i was stil in the chalet. I'm so tired.. So.. Ciao!

2004-11-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

Yoz! Holidays damn sian. Bought Stefanie Sun's album at like $8.90. Cheap hoh? At IMM, cuz clearence sale plus a discount of 10%. Cool. Just now went to buy swimsuit. $39.90.. Quite expensive. Going family chalet on tuesday will be back on friday. But going cruise on friday and will come back on sunday. Then, i keep losing money because of the holes in my wallet and my mum urge me to buy a new 1. Saw this converse wallet at westmall. $10.00. Quite cheap as Converse wallet normally like near to twenty dollars.. =) I know how to save money. =x

Will have our badminton practice on tuesday. Finally. Then after my practice, going take the MRT to Tanah Merah. Wah!! No one to chat with. Have to take alone. And such a long journey. Haiz. Got family chalet. Then my badminton session will sure end till very late. No choice. But got my book with me.. So guai.. Read book.. =x Too bad i dun hav MP3 or discman. Or else i can listen to Jay Chou or Stefanie Sun's Album. Or maybe LP. But, just too bad. I long for them. But i don't want to waste my parents' money. Buy something more useful. =) Guai hoh.

I still remember, when i'm quite young, all my cousins and friends had walkman and gameboy. I'm the person who doesn't have. Then they will be very shocked. Haha. Never have them all my life, just don't want to waste too much money.. Now, alot of people have their playstation, again, i showed no interest, even sometimes i go to their house and play. =x But rare lah.

Talking about Computers, mine is Window ME. Alot of my friends are XP. I don't really mind my com, even thought it has been sent to repair for like 3 times. =x My father gave it to me as a reward for getting first in class during Primary 3. I don't demand for a better 1 though.

But i do demand for HP.. Lol.. But not that expensive. I like 6260. But, too expensive le. Will see if there's a drop in the price in dec.. There's something about me. I can't live without air-con. Well, that's only when i'm sleeping. In the day i don't use them. =) Not like ruth.. =x Haha.

Oh yah, saw this granny at the road side near Westmall. Can say always see her. She so poor thing. Selling tissue packets at 1dollar. I seriously mean the WHOLE packet. Well, always see others in coffee shop selling, 3 for 1dollar. And the granny is selling 12 packets at 1 dollar. She won't earn much. Next time i see her i'll give her 2 dollars instead. Or maybe more than that. She really very poor thing loh.. Break my heart.. *sobx*

Now my favourite place in Singapore turn out to be in the library. Not just any library, it's JE library. So luxurious. Love the Beanie Bag. =) A very pleasant place to study there. Another place is the ice skating arena. Love to iceskate. And don't forget the swimming pool. I know i look like "chao ta" le. I want to tan myself somemore. Not look like "chao ta" but you know Ren wo Au You, at channel 8, 9pm show, the complexion Wan Tong has. Yep! Wan Tong's my favourite character there. I don't know why. She somehow symbolizes me. Sometimes i don't talk to others, act dao. =x no lah. And yah, she's cool man. I got a very weird of liking. That's what many people says. =) i'm unique. Haha. And for the guy character, i like coach.. =) Haha. Kaiwei not bad lah. But prefer Coach. =)

Think i'll end here. Wonder if anybody will read till the end. I'll give that person a drink. =) jkjk..

2004-11-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

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2004-11-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. Got miss me? *Lame* Did not blog for days, and last few days, i was not online as my computer's down.*Haiz* But, now i'm BACK! ~Wahahaha~ Just has my computer repaired, all my stuffs were erased. *Haiz* Now, even have to ask people for songs. =/ Special thanks to Ming Gang, Kelvin, Chun How, Lunxi, Sharon Tan, Stanley, Daryl etc.

Time really passed so fast. Thinking back, first day in CSS, so nervous and so *toot*, then met some friends there. We have our joy, laughter, sorrow and hatred together. Haha. True eh? Then, still remember the Chinese New Year Decorations. Lots of people ending up drenched because of the rain. Not drizzle, quite a heavy downpour. But everybody have fun~

After a few months, many people stayed back to paint our annual sports meet banner. Everybody was laughing then. =P Shuzhen even paint on Leeming's legs. Haha~ After our final piece, we ran across the canteen, holding up the banner. [Feel so proud of it =)]

During the sports meet, everybody was to spray our hair with the colour spray, put up our badana, wear our aprons and drew a 1/4 on our faces. Remember? Got lots of cheers for 1/4. Thanks to Evonne and Leeming. After the meet, went to westmall with a couple of our classmates. All of us were in hyper spirit, yeah?

Preparation for the CSS carnival. Helping to sell tickets, haha, thanks ruth for helping me~ Sharron and Shawn were the ICs then, with the help of Leeming. Was quite a success. I was in the deco- team. Did our best to paint those two banners. Haha, even though some unhappy things broke up in the deco-team, we managed to get the best decorated banner!! Pizza treat!! And we have a party to send Ms Tans off. Quite a sad event. Miss them lots.

The day in the carnival. Was trying to gather people to come to our stall. Haha. *grins* Then we realised that the flower stall banner was a total wash out. Have to repaint early in the morning. Then, in the end, all our paints were gone. But, no one cares.. Haha. Went to tryout the haunted house with Siewrong and Gail Tan. Was screaming all the way. Haha.

Our first 1/4 chalet. The ulu ulu place. Haha. But that chalet really bind us together. Lots of leftovers then. Everybody sleeping together, swimming together etc. Hate that bathroom, so disgusting. Haha. Really missed the times then. Remember always, 1/4 rocks.

The days we were having our end of year paper, everybody seems so quiet, all mugging. The way we all encouraged each other. So sweet. But of course, in our class, there will be people who still *tio* bullied. We have cliques here and there. But, we are still 1/4. Haha.

Now, coming to the year of Sec 2, when we have our streaming, our IPW, everybody will not be as active, really wonder how it will be? Hope that it will be more united, but will it be?

2004-10-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

Listen to my korkor's(haikal) words, come and update blog..Lame i know. Now, school has ended for the years. But i still have to go back for CCAs etc. *haiz*

Yesterday went to watch horror movie, Ouija Board with 3 of my friends, Zhenning, Kahyong and FC. Hmmm. Doesn't want to go to further details to it.. =)

Well, for today, went to JP with Siew. (Sorry siew, make you wait again, but can't blame me, the train...) Well, waited very long for my bus and when i went to take the MRT train, there is an accident or something in Jurong east MRT station or whatever then all the passengers can't board the train and have to wait for about 15min for the next passenger service train. Was thinking alot of things then.

When we reached JP, we went to the library to return our books. We have to squeeze into the lift. So crowded. Then, we went to Popular to find her Sec two english assessment book. Then we went to ask whether there's a book called the "The Pearl". The salesperson had to seach for very long, but in the end we never buy. *So malu*

Went to shop around after that. Was quite tired.Then we went to Value shop and buy potato chips. Oh yah, we keep eating "potatoes". KFC's wheat/mashed potato and our potato chips.

Quite a boring day. No offence. Cuz i'm broke. LOL. Can't take neoprints nor watch movie. *haiz* but it's still quite fun, at least got siew to accompany. hee.

Saw a cap/hat at the "Jennifer" shop.. So nice. I like the brownish white colour! But, so expensive.. About 11 bucks. See, I'm broke. Lol.

Stop writing here.. I have finally update my blog!

2004-10-24T18:22:00.000+08:00

Got thrashed by Vivian during badminton training in singles match games twice. I'm a total failure. I just can't play singles, totally hopeless at it. Why am i doing in singles.. I'm no good at it.

I'm always tired during badminton training, due to the lost of sleep perhaps? My lorbing got some improvement, that's what Sharron said but din't really perform well in lorbing on Saturday. My dropshots, need more brushing up. Smashing, i'm not sure about smashing. I'm just not fit to be in the singles. Can't i just be in the doubles?

"Victory will go to the one who does not quit!" by Van Crouch. Well, I must admit that it is true, but, given my standard, am i fit to be one? We guide ourselves to success and failures, we are our very own guides in life. But..

It's not that I admit defeat, but can I do it? I only have about two to three months time to practise. Tournament is getting nearer every seconds. I heard that the Nanyang Girls and Kranji Secondary trained very hard. They are totally commited to badminton. Kranji Girls even train everyday till late at night.

We can't afford to lose, we just can't afford to.

Qoutes of the day:

" Attitudes are self-created. You can either choose to be victimized by circumstance and people, or choose to look at life with an open mind and be victorious. NO one else can choose your attitude for you. Your perspective and choice of attitude gives you the power to be in control. That is the essence of true freedom."
-Irene Dunlap

"Laughter is a tranquilliser with no side effects."
-Arnold Glasow

" Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations.You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood."

2004-10-20T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. basically typin out an entry abt yesterdae and 2dae...

~Yesterdae~
Was damn pissed out by stella quah. for one thing, SHE SUX.. is lyk wtf?? she juz sux.. i hate her all my life man.. if i failed my eng, i'll surely do very nasty things to her.. juz wait and see.. But, i think i have passed my english.. and why do our eng papers were alwaes marked by her? i rather have mrs c.yeo marking manx.. my results are poor.. damn disappointed.. but, i din really study, so, actually getting this type of results is expected. I lose 16marks for geog due to carelessness.. that was stupid ok. i din see the qn properly.. imagine, 16marks, i could have gotton 90.. freak out man.. n i failed my summary for my english.. yesterday was really a veri bad day.

after school, went to watch movie wif zhiying. fion and sharr.. watched sky captain and the world of tml.. the story plot was not bad.. can reccommend this movie.. haha.. sharr said that it was rated 4 stars.. not bad ritex? b4 de movie, went to mac, den we tried to smuggle drinks in, but was not successful.. oh manx.. nvm.. den aft the show went home le.. haha.. our shoes were all wet except fion's cuz her shoes are waterproof.. so gd. hmmm.. sharron even took out her shoes while watchin the movie.. wow...

~Todae~

Reached school damn early, i was the 1st 1 to reach the class leh.. cuz yiting asked the 4 of us, mi, sharr, odelia and cindy to start our run at 6.45.. that was early.. lol..so have to wake up early and go run... den went for the briefing by mr p.lim...
at 9am, e got another briefing by mr charles surin and mrs lohmf.. we finally started our IPW.. wasn't reallie looking 4ward to it tho.. but tt's as life cycle.. evybody in xpress stream muz go thru this.. juz accept the fate can liao..
den aft tt went to jp wif siew n xi.. siew wanna buy her cross stitch tingy.. hmmm.. buy till so ex leh.. 7++ 4 such a small winnie.. lol.. den went to shop arnd.. den de 3 of us kena electric shock.. lol.. anibody standin beside me will eventually kena.. lol..

hmmm.. tink i stop here.. buaiz~

2004-10-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog again.. Hmmm.. Was actually quite sad about something which i din't blog just now..

During badminton practice, can say to be more slack compared to the last few sessions.. We have learnt a new drill.. seriously i like de new drill.^.^din't do our normal drills and de 45secs drills. actually i dreaded de 45secs drill. i dun seem to recover as fast as the other. i got this feeling that i can't do it. Mayb i exert too much force, but my speed 4 tt drill isn't tt great though. I muz work on my speed for sure. I know my own fault, i know i have to improve it.

Even though today's badminton trainin isn't as exhaustive as before, but i can see that most of us can't catch up. i admit one of them is me and my skills went rusty... our trainin was supposed to stretch up till 12noon. but, mr thio gave a veri sad and sudden decision, wantin us to go back 15min earlier. In this team, 1min makes a very big differnt, not to mention 15min. I can see that all of us are stunned by that decision. Most of us were reluctant. We got no choice. No matter how we opposes, and wanting to get back to the court and play, Mr Thio want us to go back and rest. I can see that he predicted that we might not be able to do well in next year's tournament, or we din't even make the effort to do our best. I know he wants to help us alot, but i can see that given our standard, we sure are hopeless. No offence though but i'm just stating the fact.

He told us to give a serious thought about this, whether we are seriously commited into badminton. He even told us that different people has different levels of commitment so actually he can accept it. He even told us that for those who only just want to fulfil the CCA points, he will still allow them to stay inside the team, but only 1hour of training, and they might not enter the tournament, and he would most probably left them alone to let them play by themselves during the 1hr session. I admit i got this feeling of not lookin forward for today's training. But after his briefing, it really made me think deep down into my heart. I realised something, badminton influences me alot. If i'm without it, i really wonder what will I be. I wun really be happy. i'm already part of the team for so long. it took us quite alot of time to unite together, to share our joy and sorrow together. We got our hardships and punishments too but at the same type we can feel a sense of satisfatory for each training. There is also times that we got together and we are surely veri happy. Choosing badminton as a CCA can be said choosing a very good choice as it involves alot of teamwork, which can also help us in the future such as work.

Even though, there might be cliques here and there in our team, but most of the times we are united right? Even though this is the first session not counting before the exams, and all of us know that our skills and footwork have gone rusty, but we know that we have to acheive well, especially during the tournaments. We must not lose out, we can't let Mr thio, Ms poon, and our seniors down. We can see or feel that they had contributed alot, to help train us. We must really thank them. Ms phoon also told us that jiaying's batch really acheive well. but slowly as time passed, the ranking, the moral and everything gradually dropped.. There are people showing "bochap" attitude. As wat Mr Quek has said, 90% student of our school has been showing this behaviour over the past few years, they are always breaking rules and all this. He even calls them "ah lian" or "ah beng".

Today, Yiting told us that we must get good results for our end of year examinations, she told us that among all the sports cca, badminton team always score well and even better than the other sports CCAs. We top some subjects or got top few for each subject. i got no confidence in myself. I should hav studied hard for my end year examinations. Really regretted. Seriously regretted. What can i do now? But just to wait for my results and see how i have flunk. Mrs Loh also told us our geography performance for our class.. We got the most number of failures compared to the other classes. I'm scared. As what one of my friends said, no point worrying now.

i can't let badminton team down. i can't afford to...

2004-10-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

Yoz~ Hmmm.. tink got quite alot of things to blog todae duno. hmm.. yesterdae, netball match.. woke up at 7.15am and i had to reach sch lyk by 7.30.. rushed till.. haiz. den was wearin camp tee.. den mr lim ask me to change to pe shirt.. wad de.. i din brin loh.. den in de end begged rueben to lend me.. haiz.. lucky his t-shirt size is 34.. lol.. same as my shirt size wat.. den plae 2nd match.. veri hard to defend de opp. team de GS.. hahaz.. was lyk, followin her... lol... i GK leh, muz defend.. den see our class guys plae till veri funni.. lol.. was lyk luffin lyk siao.. n durin de match, i kip yawnin.. now oso tired lah.. in de end, we got gold!! stil got trophy.. not bad leh.. lol.. den aft tt went home and slp.. den lyk 5.30, mit wif yu and siew at westmall... hmm.. guitar lesson mah.. FC was late! our instructor has to wait.. so bad.. lol.. no offence lah kz? den learn fingerin.. hmm.. i'm de gong 1 dere... n de 1 hu kips on luffin.. hahaz.. den aft guitar lesson had to rush to victoria theatre to watch de concert... hahaz.. suppose to be dere at 7.30 but reached at 8.00.. de concert had not even started.. -.-''' den watched de concert, quite nice lah.. den aft tt saw lunxi wif her sis and her mum.. lol.. her mum den tok to us.. ^.^ den.. dey went home i tink.. den we went to de place whr children are not allowed.. i mean, all i saw were adults.. den quickly got out of tt place.. den.. err.. took de train bac... lyk 1hr ride.. haha.. almoz fell aslp..

2dae.. muz woke up so early 4 badminton trainin.. so tired.. din do de 45sec drills.. tt was lucky.. n my skills went rusty.. argh! hmmm.. i'm too tired to blog alady.. lol.. kkz.. buaiz..

2004-10-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

YOZ. hmm. todae went to sungei buloh.. when i first reach dere, one mosquito bite liao.. ITCH.. mosquito saw me luv at 1st sight izit.. lol.. jkjk.. i siao de... quite nice dere... went to watch a video 1st.. so embarrassin.. mistaken mudskipper as tadpole n crab as spider... -.-''' den kena suan by sharron 2dae.. -.-''' haizz..

den.. went to westmall wif siew and xi.. lol.. den siew lost our friendship band.. :`( den went bac to the shops we went.. stil cannot find.. nv.. nex time buy again.. den oso but 1 for xi kkz? we ate mac till siao liao... lol.. so full..now i got 500 points... siew oso while xi got 300.. haha.. den we shop shop shop den i bought a porkchop stickers... so cute!!! 80cents.. lol... den gave siew n xi each 1..

den aft lyk 2 plus went home... den eatin frie.. sorri lah siew n xi.. sori ur hav to help me throw.. thx.. *winkz* aft tt.. went home liao.. changemy clothes went to plae badminton.. muz go till choa chu kang dere.. den almoz got lost... de driver so dao 1.. haiz.. den i ask 1 auntie.. den she direct me dere.. thx! n sorri sharron!!! u okz not? hope soo...den i tot alot pple will be dere, den ony saw roger, sharr, cibin n zhengchao.. den i join in.. xtre.. odd no.. den nv do warm up.. now legs n hands pain.. argh!

hmm.. den on de wae home.. saw dis ah beng.. he shuai.. budden, smtink made me disgusted... he gt so mani ear piercin.. even if he wanna hav ritex, den hoh, choose a more appropriate colour mah.. siao de... den i kip starrin at his earings.. den he's lyk turned arnd n looked at me.. den i quickly turned awae... hahaz.. tt's lame..

kkz la. gtg. bb

2004-10-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

This is really sianz. Why do pple ask me out when i'm broke...? I can't go watch movies.. 5 bucks left in my wallet.. Duno wat to blog tho. went to causewae point wif siew ytd. but b4 we went, we decided to walked arnd westmall 4 awhile.. den saw leeming and sharron. Both of them so rushed.. cuz dey saw rafic and faizal.. lol.. den took neoprint.. siew's body bu jian diao.. lol.. den went to eat garlid bread.. den we bought this frenzship bands together and tie at our legs dere.. same colour. lol.. haiz. nth to blog liao..

-sO.bRoKe.NoW.-

2004-10-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

Excuse My French
by 2 Be 3

Je t'adore Je t'adore
When you walk through the door
Voulez vous voulez vous
I wanna be with you
C'est la vie c'est la vie
You were made for me
Ah ah ah ah

The time is now and this is the night
I'm gonna make my move get everything right
I'll buy you sweet perfume and champane on ice
I'll be your sugar and spice and everything nice
I may not be what you had in mind
But if I get my act together it's just a matter of time

CHORUS

I'm gonna tap on your shoulder
I'll find a lifetime to hold ya
Showing you that you need a lover
Who could be a stupider man?
So find that I drive you crazy
Dang, girl, excuse my French
I can't believe how good you look to me

Well here we are movin' to the beat
I feel like a foolish dancer with two left feet
I seem to fall flat on my face
Coz when it comes to love I feel so out of place
I'm tired of acting the man of your dreams
But every time I look at you I forget just what it means

CHORUS

Don't be afraid of me
I'm a diamond in the rough
Girl, shinin' for your love

Je t'adore je t'adore
When you walk through the door
Voulez vous voulez vous
I wanna be with you
C'est la vie c'est la vie
You were made for me
Ah ah ah ah

CHORUS

Can't believe how good you look to me