Don't ever give up if
you still want to try,
Don't ever wipe your tears if
you still want to cry.
Don't ever settle for an answer if
you still want to know.
Don't ever say you don't love him if
you can't let him go
.the.soul.
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Badminton Player~
.Athletics.
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Guitar Player
wishlist
- get into triple science-
- forever good results-
- happiness -
- Champion for nationals cross country and track and field-
- 2-4 together-
- Get into Nationals for badminton-
- Everlasting smile and laughter-
- cap-
- visor
- new wallet-
- new bag-
- new pencil box-
- another right ear hole-
- new earings-
- shoebag-
- electric guitar-
- new racket-
- him-
Sunday, July 17, 2005
i am not feeling good.. nah.. i'm not.. i miss the time in the past i'm feeling so stuck up now *grrr* no offence la [to all badminton team people] what's the problem loh what really brought us together is our unity where is it now? cliques here and there.. i rather disband the whole group inadequate of time practices.. cant even find a proper court to train juniors also attitude.. not obeying the rules sorry about that people yeah? i know people do change i changed alot who doesnt.. but i really wish for that spirit in us be back.. but i dont think so..
i dun think i can handle so much stress at once.. everything seems to be flooding me ..
just wanna turn back.. and ignore them.. wanna run away...
i dun want anyone to help.. i just want to be alone..
not a very happy post.. i know..
a few months back, i told my senior, i might quit athletics after my nationals and focus on badminton.. but think... i shall abandon that thoughts
recently i was even using running to vent my anger only short termed.. but i felt better...
and now.. i'm feeling that tinglish feeling..
damn.. i just wanna be happy..
that time, four of my teammates and i and just talked till around 7+pm after training..
realised that they felt the same way as me for our group.. they can actually tell when i'm truely happy... and when i'm just feigning happy..
really surprised me..
i want to have the old team back
my story.my dreams.my life.
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DARLINKS
"It is said that,
'You can't change the world
but you can always change yourself.'
So, if you and I start to change
then we have already begun changing the world
